one week of nomad rehearsal...

- One week of NOMAD rehearsals-
haiz..finalli haf some time to update blog le...so tis entry will b veri veri long...
This whole week haf nomad rehearsals and performance on fri n sat until 10 someting reach home..actually is not quite nervous performing,i m still quite calm but jiaqi is like veri nervous to me lor..after all the rehearsals n our efforts put in ...wat we got is some audience went away without seein our performance and at the end of the finale nobody clap for our grp..nvm it's ok as mayb ppl dunno wat we performing mah...but the others are like so sad den me oso dunno y seems so sad too..depressed...sob....
many things happen these few days in nomad n in class..sum things i realli cannot remember le...i juz noe these days i m so worned out...sick again...fever n yilin n sam keep askin me to go redx room...i den dun wan go lor...cauz i veri fast will hao 1 lah...i m so restless durin lessons sumtimes lah...but sumtime try to b more cheerful so tat others will not realli be affected by me...
ok now i will sae abt things tat i can remember durin nomad...we all went to the toilet n start takin pic usin va's phone...we so siao lor...n i admit i did went into bois toilet but when there is noone inside lah wif some others..i dun tell u who r they lah later they dun wan let ppl noe den i sae den i get scolded by them...den sumtimes we try to entertain ourselves by playin some childish games lor but at least got sumthing to do mah...den when we wear the costume cauz it's white den ppl call us ghost lor actualli i dun mind wad ppl call us lor n i dunno y i can juz dun care abt wat they say so easily but not everything is like tat sumtings said liao i realli take it into my heart n reflect....ok juz dun care wad i m saying...we had sum jokes when we were eatin dinner by yilin n va wad stir the bottom and long long .....wadever ..those pervertic tings lah but they make me laugh like siao... haha...... den on thurs we had to put on make up n they help us put until our face so red like monkey backside n when we were goin to get our dinner we dun dare to let ppl see..sk xx arifin they all ...ok i mean the trolleys n chairs grps saw n they keep laugh..we all were like quite embarassed..haiz
now tings tat happen in class...
i dun realli remember much tings cauz it's like normal days lah...on wed pe..we were suppose to blindfold n our partner will take us ard like we were realli blind so tat we can gain trust in our partner let them bring us...den i was blindfold n va bring me to the canteen n the others will there too ..n va n ks make me n pds knock into each other..walao so wad of them but it is like quite funni knock to each other..den i oso heard abt the ting abt ks n qh in the bois toilet....ok on thurs..which is a bad day 4 most ppl...cauz durin maths lesson pds was scolded by mr sim n i felt sad 4 him..i oso felt sorrie 4 mr sim as he make a game which is questions based on maths to let us enjoy n not feel so tired cauz of nomad until 3am den he sleep n we did not appreciate it ...den chinese lesson so boring n the liu zhen bo ask we all do stupid tings....i was danm bored n tired until dunno wad lah...after tat hist lesson...ks talk to me abt sumting tat i realli dun wan to hear ..i dun wan ppl keep tokin abt tat ting to me..it realli make me veri stress n i feel so worned out..wanted to burst out...n den the stupid nair wan us to ans frm the wb quest den i dunno how to pronounce the word mah..she jiu scold me n sae wad the normal acad ppl veri good in pronouncing ..ok saying me stupid lah.. watever who cares....sae all this shit den i was so bu shuang lor...den xx n ks jiu tell me how to pronounce den i sae le jiu sit down lor...nxt eunice dunno how to do den she oso scold so fierce ask her to read den tell her ans lor...she is so stupid lor..hate her veri much.. after the lesson we were goin 4 lunch n i was waiting 4 yilin n sam den glenn pull my rubber band n tat moment i was veri bu shuang le he still cum n irritate me...i was like quite angry dun smile at him or like play wif him like i always do to act act ...i juz dun care him n tie my hair...den later my eyes suddenly full of tears n i cannot stop it frm rolling down so tears came down frm my eyes..at tat time i was veri vexed and veri bu shuang of the thngs tat happen on tat day...for not leting more ppl see me cry i juz keep askin yillin n sam to quickly go 4 lunch.. n durin lunch i realli haf no appetite to eat i din even eat half of the food lor den i juz dun wan it..n go to hall wif yilin 4 the briefing 4 nomad...tis is the worst day 4 everyone lor... n on fri.. when i get dowm frm the bus wanting to cross the road i saw chuping....den whenever i face him he will sae dun join redx so i try not to face him..den when we were goin up the stairs we were keep argueing dun join ncc n dun join redx...until we reach the classroom n i was like so breathless like tat thx to cp...den in class everyone starting to sae dun join redx again ...n i juz argue cannot let redx bei them sae mus help redx...but after sometime i juz sae i admit i loose den xx is like so happy..n i was sad as everybody is against me noone help me...i keep hitting xx todae actualli not realli 4 paying but for someting else ...aiya i dunno 4 wad lah...i tink i getting more n more hating somebody..i realli cannot tell hu n dun ask me hu...den todae we were dismissed at 10.45 den me va yilin eunice caryn cyn went to eat at kfc after eatin we dunno where to go n keep staying at one spot deciding i think got take until half hour to decide leh..cauz some wan to go va's house den me n yilin dun wan go lor..after the discussion we decide to go bac sch den they told us we are not suppose to go into the sch until 2 den tat time was onli 12 someting so we go mac n sit lor...be4 go mac we saw miss low goin home den we were like so stupid go n follow miss low at the side of the road until we saw someone came to fetch her if not we wan to follow her bac lahx..haha..den when we settle at mac me n yilin go buy sweets n again i bought sour power my favourite .. i think i ate this sweet a lot of times le durin nomad rehearsals... in mac some of us is readin mag..some play games on the hp n me deleting msgs cauz my mailbox is full again so i shun bian read through all the msgs n manage to delete ard 30 msgs...n we waited n waited until it is 2 n we happily go into the sch...den todae is nomad performance n we dun haf the feeling is performance tonight it is like usual rehearsals...ok nomad performance started at 6 someting...den end at 9 something..den go home n i met cp at the bus stop again he offered me sweets first n den we started the arguement again..haha ok den i reach home at 10.30..n todae is the last day of performance le...last day of nomad le...last day of bein so exhausted le..last day of havin excuses to not do hw le.. last day of window gurls playing n havin fun together le ( hope not )....i will realli miss these days tat we were together...sad together happy together siao together... n another ting is tat the food 4 nomad sux... nomad rox... i will haf a beautiful memory 4 nomad... n window gurls let's jia you jia you jia you 4 our last performance..haiz tmr muz start to gan gong ke le....
n 1 last ting do u all tink i haf change in this month...? i realli dunno wat i shld b..... more talkative? more pervertic? more quiet? more innocent? more wad? I M REALLI VERY STRESS!!!
-alwayz together-