tears

-tears again-
today... before redx training qiyu called us n discuss whether want to everyone skip training..den at first i was like agree lor dunno y i today feel so sad dun wanna go training..so we decided to leave before the madams caught us..ok it's veri bad of me to decide to juz leave lah...den realised tat yilin wanna go..den i told the sec2s den they say they think they want to go find madms they all "tan pan"/discuss as they yesterday went to dunno wat carnival so they were too worn out to go training...den they told soh ee n she told joycelyn n joycelyn was so angry n sort of scolded us n say if u all want to leave den leave..but den me realli dun wan to go le i had a strong feeling to stay 4 training...den the sec2s were startin to cry cauz of wat the madms said n they were too stress up...dunno want to leave or not...two of them left..den the others really dunno wan to leave a not..if they stay they like betray them den they dun wanna let the sec1s take up the consequences...den i saw them cry me oso veri easy cry lor..n other reason tat me n yilin cry is we saw the guides they all like so united so many ppl come 4 training..so enthu not like us...anytime can san/dao bi wan...me really feel so sad...hoping there's someone comforting me...haiz..sniff sniff....
k but the training turn out to b quite ok..the madms even took water gun to spray at us when we did anyting wrong..den durin the lesson they oso spray until my paper all wet sia...haha n we did a lot of pt n ran 3 rounds of the sch...
n today we all uniform grps suddenly every1 in class start to polish the boots..ya n i step on qj boot as i told him i wan to step...ds oso step after me..haha poor qj..pei bully...
today lessons were damn boring....
-alwayz together-