sian sian sian.....haiz holidays r so sian!i wan to c u all esp my dear dear...!miss u all lots!i dun wan to haf holidays if let me choose...haiz..although tis nov is filled up wif lots of red cross activities..but not fun de...all i wanted is to be wif all of my frens!imagine if we can spend everyday together..tat will be so great!i will not haf ani complains or regrets...
i tink tis sat goin sentosa 4 the linkamania(redx lah)...but if it is a class gathering tat will be so nice so shoik so shuang...
today chat wif fei zhu n va...quite fun n i'm so lame but not onli me lah...haha lame den fun mah...agree?they made my day!!!thx both of u!cauz b4 toking to them i was quite down...dunno wat happen to mie but juz felt real moody..life is so meaningless...felt like...i'm so stupid..i'm so lame...i'm so useless...i'm so bored...i'm so fat...i'm like an idiot...i'm so dislikable..i'm so crazy...i'm so lonely...i hate myself...i wan to die!nth is good in my life....
[life]
life is short but sometimes it seems so long...
life can b full of happy moments but it can b full of sad moments too...
a moment of time.. u thank god 4 bringing u to earth but at another moment of time u will complain n ask y god muz bring me to earth to suffer....
k...tis is life...tat's wat u can describe life....u can't complain...u muz onli keep urself goin...
nth is impossible but sometimes tings r realli difficult to do or complete...
but if there is a will there is always a way...
why...WHY muz we live?to enjoy life or to hate life?
sometimes i'll be thinkin n thinkin...
think of wat u wan ur life to b...
n think of how to change ur life if u think u dun like the situation u r in now/u dun like ur life...
thinkin is always the best way of living....
u think to improve..u think to change...
as u go on in ur life u will change eventualli...
everyone will change somehow...
whether is big or small changes...but i can tell u u will change...
u dunno whether u change to b a better person or a worse one...
tat made u think again...
ppl will like u as urself so dun change 4 ppl tat dislike u...they r nth to u..change 4 those tat u like or u treasure..cauz they mean a lot to u...
ppl will still like u no matter how u've change cauz u r still the onli u...u r still urself...
ppl will still like u cauz they understand u...they understand wat happened why u've changed...
u've to thank god if u realli haf nice n trustful frens...
cauz god made them to help u in ur life...
u might b down n moody sometimes...
so tis is when ur frens r there to cheer u up n listen to ur troubles..
frens r also there to share the moments of happiness u've..
cherish ur lurve ones n ur always there 4 u frens...
trust mie n u will not regret...
life is boring but when ur frens n lurve ones came into ur life..isn't it more fun n life became not boring at all?
life in the beginning is plain n simple but after some ppl came into ur life..it became more meaningful more fun more colours n more complicated...
my quest!!!Did u treasure ur lurve ones n frens?wat did u do 4 them?if u haven do anything 4 those in ur heart..den frm tmr onwards try doin tings 4 them..let them noe u luv them n cherish them lots!
ps:ans my quest if u r my fren or there's a place 4 me in ur heart...
-end of my thoughts-
ay though most of the conversation today r lame but i found out tat bein childish is not tat bad...cauz if u r so mature..it oso mean tat there's a lot of trouble 4 u...(dear say de n i agreed)
u will feel hurt when someone important to u say some negative tings abt u but u will not feel hurt if it was those who r not important say tat..so think it through n figure out who is actualli important to u n who r those who r not important to u.....!
btw..tis is onli wat i tink..if u disagree den tell mie wat is ur thinkin...
after wat i've written...i wan to.....say...
THANK YOU MY FRENS N MY DEAR DEAR WHO ALWAYS STAY BY MY SIDE!!!I'VE FIGURE OUT WHO R IMPORTANT TO ME N ALL I WAN TO SAY FRM MY HEART IS I LOVE U!!!I TREASURE U!!!U WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY LITTLE HEART!!!
i wished n prayed tat my love one n my 'always there 4 u' frens will b safe n happy everyday...
PS: happy bdae to disheng's daddy n my cousin
-i lurve euuu-
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