the sad days of life...

i really really hate ppl forcing me to do the tings tat i dun wan to do...so pls dun force me or i will get mad de...
ay let me recalled wat i did tis wk again...
mon...juz remember aft sch ate ice cream as the student counsilors(how to spell?)were sellin ice cream 4 valentine's day n the money will go to the fund fiesta lah...den left qh in the classrooom...so sorrie din mean to as me n yilin went to hand in her lit den we wanted to find va den was pulled to buy ice cream by joanne n ended up wantin to buy 4 sam n who noes sam came down...n it ended up qh alone in class...so sorrie..oyah ncc air bois went to camp so no ks to pei me take bus go home..i din mean anyting ah..juz purely nid some1 to pei den will not tat lonely..den everyting of mon dun bother to recall lah..let's move on...
tues...i tink quite sian ba..den it's valentine's day lah..thx xin xin 4 the sweets...went j8 to do lit n hist project n cauz eunice haf to buy noticeboard deco tings...aft tat took bus to compass point..help xin xin buy ear sticks den came across smth tat is nice n bought 5 of it to gib yilin they all as belated valentine's day present..it's veri veri cheap but i onli left the money to buy 5 of it...so sorrie if i nv gib u ah...
wed..ncc air bois came bac...more noise 4 sure..haha cauz there's ks the loud speaker mah...sorrie i'm bad...erm..lessons were borin as usual..aiya or can say nth wil make me tink is interestin lah...assembly..borin too..the beijing band came..n was nt listening attentively to their songs lah...as wo shi mei wen hua de ren lah...assembly ended..yl sam ds zh n whoever went to maths consultation..den i was trying to do my hw in class..there was a time when i was alone..so lonely..sobsobT.T...hahaden ks n a sec 1 guy came in..dunno did i hear wrongly not..is he ds cousin?dunno lah...den he veri funni went to look at our sci textbk den when he came across chpt 6 he was den down there sayin i dun wan to c sec2 bk le...ks ask me wan eat ice cream nt n i was complaining i everyday eat ice cream until sian le..den he ask got everyday meh..n started crappin le...den xx came in too..n 3 of us doin hw wif the sec1 boi sittin there dunno do wat...den the cleaner(auntie) CAME AGAIN..QH YF N KS WIL DEFINITELY NOE IS WHO LAH..N TIS TIME SHE COMPLAIN ABT HOW TEACHERS TEACH US DE..N SAY WAT END SCH STIL DUN GO HOME..STIL PLAY FANG AI DAO TA SAO DI...WALAO we were doin hw k..when did we play lor...den aft a while we decided to leave le...n ks off the lights n fans n left the auntie sittin alone in the darkness...so bad hor..nvm..den later xx n the sec1 boi went consultation den me n ks went to take bus...durin the journey...he ssked me questions..n got one time he haven ask quest den ask me to ans yes no or mayb..i kip dun wan to ans him...den tok abt some tings..sot of advice me..blah blah...den told him tat i ans the quest b4 n he say den he fang xin..erm..if u dunno wat i'm tokin nvm..dun nid u to noe...n dun ask me...oayh suppose to haf sci remedial but teachers nt free so cancelled...at night haf tutition...sian lah...oyah the teacher wore a pants tat is veri loose until saw her panty...aiyoyo...n is like her...pull so high n her pants is like droppin...nvm..dun say le...oyah today yl kip say CMI which means cannot make it..so damn funni lah yl...
thurs...my bdae..haha early in the morning someone sms me n wish me happy bdae..so glad tat someone is the 1st to wish me...k..went to sch wif quite happy feelin...had quite a lot of presents...thx so much 4 all the presents...i appreciate them n i lurve n wil treasure them de...aft sch..went to hawker to eat wif yl sam va bj qh yf ds ks zh n zy...ks treat me chicken rice..haha n i so bad..made him carry 3 plates of chicken rice to us...oyah 4get to say abt pe..ling not here as he was wif sec3s in the adventure camp...den mr ong took 2/2 n 2/4 pe...aiyoyo..do warm up den got 20 pumpings knee off the ground...ok i normally max can do onli 10 lor today bi myself to do...haha den ran 1.8 km n got take timing de..me ran 11.23 lah..i tink quite bad lah...xin xin so li hai lor..stil ran 2.4km lor..den heard tat her timin 4 1.8 is 9 min smth..pei fu lor...alright...return bac to lunch...later dunno wat treaty did qh n ds or whoever sign..qh haf to say wo ai ni to ks..den watever lah...went bac tosch..the others study 4 their hmt test which start at 4pm..den gave sam n yl ting xie..help them refil water...juz try to help in watever way i can lor...cauz c them like so stress like tat..den got 1 time ds was sleepin den yf gu yi cal him so loud den he woke up...yf is so bad sia...shld haf let him rest more mah...den later...yf qh me n ks was tokin abt who ks like or admire lah..den ks was owaes like tat muz make a jiao yi...ppl haf to exchange secret wif him...den later...ks became so tense until he went out of the class to study...relax mah...they went to test...den sms a few of them gd luck...n i waited 4 them in class wif eun caryn zh...eun n caryn were doin the notice board lor..n eun was retard n sot kip say zh no sheng huo le qu...n when zh was tokin on the phone eun kip followin wat he say...haha...den when their test over..me qh yf ks zy n yl went to the bus stop n all of us except yl took 88 n we tok in the bus..n dunno y yf n ks was discussin abt which bus stop ks alight izzit?i 4got le..den i was tinkin y they muz b so detailed...tis oso nice to care meh...lame leh...haiya...actually wanted to take neoprint de but all of them haf test...so cannot hao hao du guo my bdae...oyah..miss low even gib me a diy present..haha..
today...was damn tired lah...sian leh..morning pack bag cannot find my apron..den haf to borrow yin yin de...dnt mr tan change my shape into a muscular man sia..watever lah...glenn lost my pink pencil..haiz..geo was borin...recess...was kip hittin glenn lah..cauz muz bao all the chou..take revenge u noe for last year...n xx n sk was so fan...kip say pds wear brown underwear wif winnie the pooh...wat the....so irritatin leh..can't stand them...dance n drama borin lah..my life is damn borin de lah..really damn bad mood today...i tink when i bad mood den there's drama n dance lessons wil make me more worse..dunno y lah...wanted to pon trng...sucks lah..angry wif the madms..n i even cried...cauz of tiredness...angriness..moodiness..irritatedness...life suckness...hopeless...dun feel like doin anyting..the feelin is veri veri bad..is like everyting is meaningless to me..i wan to end my life...ok tat's too kua zhang lah...juz wanted to sit alone tinkin..reflectin..sorrie to scare guys...or make u all worry..or ignore u all...den ds sms n ask wat happen to me..y sad... n my 1st tot was...do u stil care abt me...ok..sorrie to tink tis way...but i dunno wat happened...really really sorrie..i sincerely apologised to those tat is affected by me...ok..goin on to training...it was disatrous without the sec3s..i tink we late abt goin to 10 min fallin in...cauz haf to rite sec 1 2 3 attendance list..all sec 3s no come cauz juz finish their camp of course tired lah...den our reportin n everyting is so slack nt gd lor..lucky madms din really scold until so fierce...if it's sec3 like tat they surely scold dao siao...today trng was footdrill all the way...n i had been shoutin the timin all along lor..n sometimes yl n yinyin nv shout i will feel so odd lor...today wj din scold much cauz there's a boi wif her lor..dunno who is he lei...den skip skip skip...aft footdrill was learning of cheers..den divide into 2 sec2s n 2 sec1s...den compete...aiyoyo we sec2s is like so sha gua like tat shoutin loudly...aiya watever lah...so pai seih n sia suay lei...but ay who cares..no face den no face lor..now i noe how isit like when the sec3s tried to act enthu le... oyah..durin footdrills saw ncc land playin game..if i'm nt wrong it's tug of war izzit??? i find tat game lame lei..den we can yi bian march yi bian ppek to c wat they were playin...haha...den later debrief they ask wat can they improve on trng n i say wan recre..n wj began wantin to play soccer..omg..i wil nv wan soccer k...went mac eat dinner den went home...oyah..u noe my hp the hi card left 67 cents lor..so cham...den haf to top up..no money lah...yay haf redx t shirt le but it's 17 dollars lor..k...
let me complain abt jert...she is irritatin...take tings without permission...hen chu lu in handlin tings..snatch my correction tape when me n her wanted to use at the same time..veri fan..wan to call me den hand still muz beat me so hard..like beatin ppl sia..den kip oei oei oei..i got name de hor..n mani mani more lah..dun bother to rite le..k dun wan waste ur time further more..buaix!