today finalli change sittin arrangement le but den not all of us change...quite a lot nv change lor...sam tat row almost all no change lor except yilin...den me sit wif arifin which i din expect at all..n in front of me was xx ziyang..behind sakina n yanling n den dewi n jianming den va n ks...hais..dun like the sittin arrangement lah...mayb i still prefer nt to change leh..if wan to change shld every1 change mah den it's fair even if every1 unhappy or happy...but u juz change some oso not much ppl to choose to sit wif...shit lah..i sit there oso no1 tat i will tok to lor...unless sit wif dewi den cam tok to va n ks behind...den now at the side oso can't turn to any1 to tok..ay i discovered tat i all along been sittin at the 1st two columns or rows lor...nv sit b4 qh there n jiaqi there...i tink everytime change place hou i veri sad n sian de...but i still wan to change place..the onli gd times r me sitin wif va n sam the other times i dun like le...i dun wan sit there lei later if do grp work muz do wif the guys...shit lah...i dun like..............!
ay...morning saw ks in the bus den walked into class juz got me ks n bj..den saw a piece of the window pane on top of the recyclin box den we quickly fix it...den we went to sweep the floor if nt ks wil get scolded again...den i took out the balloon or bubbles...watever u call it n blow n ppl started comin in n started playin...aft tat went 4 assembly...mr tan tok n tok n tok...so long lor...i pitied the ncc air cadets had to stand there so long...den no interaction time le..so ape wun scold le...veri gd...chinese lesson was borin den hist mrs nair say she is retirin next term den i sort of almost cry...but i controlled myself if not it's so scary if u cry den every1 look at u includin mrs nair...she is a gd teacher lor although she can b fierce...but i tink she last time den fierce now ok....hais...eng present the rich task n va nv print the script...so had to read frm the screen...n i cannot read frm the screen de lor...veri difficult to c...den i a lot of words dunno how to read lucky yilin beside me n i kip askin her until i gib up n called her to help me read...haha...maths i was goin to die le lah...veri blur...dunno wat mr sim sayin...den cme change place lor....which i had tok abt it le....den played a real stupid game...haiz..sian lah....
the stupid feelin is bac le....tired of everyting again!!!! tired of studies...tired of redx...trng...camp...tired of lessons...tired of teachers...tired of doin work...tired of workin hard to get gd grades...tired of ppl...tired of life lor.....tired of doin the same tings over n over...oyah we as in arifin zy n me asked miss low to change xx place n miss low say she consider...hope can lah...coz he veri noisy...sot wan lah...y shu nus four can't b together...y every1 is spread apart frm me...i can't stand all these le...i dun wan to b a lonely girl....i nid lots of entertainment....hais...nvm....den today nv go home wif ks....den you dian guai guai...mayb xi guan goin home wif him le ba...it's like veri lonely when yinyin yilin n sam left...so me alone waitin for the 88 damn long...no1 to tok to...bored lah...i really nid frens to b wif me all the time...i can't b left alone de....the feelin of bein alone is really scary...if i was jertaime i dunno how my life would b lor....she actualli really ke lian lah...no frens...feel veri sorry but she shld change if not no1 will like her de lor....i wan to change place again..can i?
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