everyday....some ppl will b happy some ppl will b sad...actualli i realised tat ppl r all sad but it is when there's frens beside u n brighten up ur day...den u will b happy..u tink if without any1 u all alone by urself will u be happy?frens will bring u the fun laughter n joy...so it's important to haf at least somebody staying by u...
i had drifted frm the class these days...or mayb drifted frm some ppl...i became veri veri veri tired...n miserable....i dunno wat can make me happy?i'm tired to find my own happiness...i'm tired of all tings...so i juz stay by my seat n do all the hw i supposed to finish...all tat i supposed to do...do finish or sometimes half way through i felt exhausted....i had enuf....i'm worn out....i haf no strength to carry on anymore...i'm so stressed up of exams...i wan to do well...i really wan to...i dun wan to disappoint my parents...or any1...i'm oso veri stress of my frenships....i seriously tink tat i drifted frm ks...now we seldom tok anymore...at least he will still tok to va n qh...but not me...he tell them tings...but not me....n i'm oso geting to noe lesser n lesser abt tings tat happened on qh n va n so on...i'm getting to noe lesser abt the class....i do not tok tat much to others anymore... mayb soon...i will not exist in class le...
today 2.4....n tis make me c tat life is veri veri weak...ppl vomited...breakdown...sticthes...i'm veri worried n scared...i dun wan any1 arnd me to haf bad tings happen to them...i remembered tat when it was my last round i really cannot take it le coz i wanted to vomit badly but i told myself i can't...i dun wan..we muz b mentally fit..k tis time i did it but for other tings...i din do it...i'm not mentally fit aft all...
alright...i'm tired of blogging liao...i will end here now..i haf no mood to even blog le...hais...
tis entry is considered short le ba...ay...congrats to every1 who pass the 2.4 n had improved...most ppl improved if i'm not wrong...den for those who fail...try harder...u can do it the next time de!remember the important ting is muz b mentally fit!
tmr sci test...i'm gonna fail...i dun haf the mood to study....mayb a miracle will happen...n made me haf the mood to study 4 the test...so wish me gd luck....
everybody take caire esp va...gd luck 4 sci test too...ay yesterday i fell to the floor when glenn pull my chair n i sat on the floor 4 quite a few moment..funni right?but den my butt not pain lei...weird lah...my butt is fake...hahas...hais...
P.S: chunyou is childish!
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