today i tink i PMS lah...so sorry 4 treating any1 rudely or badly or watever ly lah..hahas...SORRIE!!! ay...qh n yf shld b patching tings up le ba...happy to c them better n closer le...hope can go bac like before...where everyone is mostly happy...not like now...sad lah...tis is our last year together...maybe for some of us lah...so we can't stay on like tis...it's bad...the gap muz b gettin smaller day by day...but how?life really sucks lah...y we ended up in a difficult position...y will we lost interest in tings...y the feeling has disappeared...i can't explain...i dun understand...tell me WHY....i noe tis is bad but i dunno wat to do...how to improve...how to b not a nuisance...not a rotten girl...i'm lost in my tots...but it is definitely gd to c a frenship saved...so let's carry on to c more frenship saved or b more everlasting....it's difficult to come so far...b in somebody's life..it's fate tat we all met each other...so we shld cherish all these...ya...realli muz treasure them...if not we will regret....saying goodbye is difficult...so may it b always saying hello...dun wan to say goodbye to any1....
today b4 chinese i was moody...n arifin tot it's his fault...so i'm now apologising...not ur fault...i will not bcoz u kip call me shut up den angry...it's fun sittin wif u...coz i can b as lame as ever...hahas...den aft sch...or mayb say aft lunch...i was angry again...coz cy n zy c the tingy tat they shld not c...n i dun allow them to c but they c it when i was not in class...so angry abt tat lor...n dunno wat sk or arifin did tat make me more pissed...watever...den i walked out the classroom without saying goodbye to any1...n u will b surprised tat i went home early lor...coz i usually dun...but ay...i realised smth tat even though i'm angry i can still laugh u noe...sot right...coz...i was so angry...no mood in tokin or doin anyting den gib the stupid angry face den sk say now she is angry but later she will laugh n i laughed...wth lah...i dunno wat happen to me lah....angry can laugh...siao can turn out to b sad...n all kinds of feelings lah...oyah...one last tings...we went out to eat n the bac gate will b locked at 2.30 so we r late wat den we crawled underneath the gate where there's a hole into the school...so funni lah...we squeezed through it...while we squeeze we laughed like siao...n the ground is so hot n rough sia...den...ya...aft i left...i realised tat i was supposed to go do dnt wif sam de...sorrie sam 4 leavin u....too angry until i 4get le...had to go home n cool down...if not i vent anger on any1....ok...ppl who promise me not to say watever tings pls kip ur promise...n a last last ting....i'm not angry le....so i not angry wif anyone le....so can fang xin....lalala
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