time can heal wounds but it can also deepen wounds...sometimes i will b wondering if it is a good or bad ting for me to be in this world ....in this place...in this school...in tis class.......i realised tat all my actions will hurt ppl...watever i do will not b a right ting...it can onli make ppl sad...hurt...n it will not benefits ppl or make ppl happy.....mayb if i dun exist will b gd...or i shld not appear here....coz i cause unhappiness...i loved u guys a lot so i do not wan to stay here to hurt u...so juz wished tat i will disappear one day or mayb juz get out of ur sight...dun wan u all to c me again..i wan to turn back the clock n make some amendments...or mayb i shld not appear here den all these will not happen...
things changed when time passed...it can b a gd change n it can also b a bad change...it is up to u to decide whether it is a gd or bad change...changes can hurt...changes can benefits...watever it is...the most important ting is tat u can b happy....u can tink tings in an easy way...dun tink it in a too complicating way...juz tink it easily...muz noe how to xiang de kai....if u can xiang de kai den i tink everyting will b ok n alright 4 u...but if u can't...u will live in miseries...it's abt how u tink...wat u tink...it's nt really abt wat had happened...it's onli through tinking tat u can change tings...actions r also important...but sometimes u might do a wrong ting...but it does not mean tat kiping quiet is right...neither it means tat makin up a fuss is correct...u haf to do the right ting at the right time...sometimes...when u shld not do anyting dun b extra n do...sometimes u haf to do someting so u better do it...so u haf to tink wat to do at wat time....
people haf different tots but sometimes u haf to tink mayb u shld not take it so seriously or u shld not tink it by onli one way...tink it by another way...tings cannot always be the same...u dun haf to b wif the same ppl everytime...u dun haf to always stay in the same place...dun nid to always stick to the same ppl...u......k....i dun wan to say anymore...mayb u all will not understand....
ay..tues...went lab do experiment...arifin was so funni..n me xx n yilin laugh until like siao...me laughed so hard until tears came out of my eyes....hahahaha oyah...tis few days mr sim is like so hot tempered...actualli is our fault lah....coz no do work no hand in hw...no pay attention..n he's so worried abt our performance in mid year....hais...class...we will work together to achieve wat we want for maths right?actualli not onli 4 maths but also 4 other subjects too...eng...do a complaint letter in grps...den geo got bac the test paper...i got 15...haha A1...veri happy le...
wed...chinese...nth to comment abt...hist was still interesting listening to mrs nair's stories or watever tings she noe...i find her veri knoledgeable...but i remembered tat tat day i was not as enthu as other hist lesson but i 4got wat happen...nvm...sometimes it's gd tat u haf short term memory coz some tings u 4get already it will b veri gd but however sometimes tings can't b erased so easily frm ur head...eng do the oral ting again but most ppl din bother...den glenn put glue on my face n dunno mess up my hair how mani millions of times...he tried to make me n in the end he himself knocked to the box n his leg hurts...oh not my business hor...it's u make de lor..too bad...den recess n aft recess haf to ssrp period coz mr sim nv come...ay in the morning...i saw every subject teacher den when mr ong or mr siva goin to annouce which teacher is not here den i wished it;s mr sim coz got 2 periods den i tink surely not him one lah den who noes...he say mr....den i kip chanting sim...sim...sim...n really it's lewin sim....wa surprised me leh...den durin recess i was pissed wif glenn...he disturbed va den i call him stop den he come disturb me again...n did those usual irritating stuffs...n at tat moment dunno y i really can't stand it le...n i stared at him n shouted for him to stop n get lost....den i breakdown...i cried again...now these tears is filled wif anger n sadness...i dunno wat to do anymore le..i haf no more patience 4 him le...it's actualli a small matter but...my limit of patience is up...so tat is wat happen....den later i decided to do tings so tat i can 4get abt watever is in my mind...so we did lit project...aft settling on lit den i go to my cme grp to discuss abt the skit...den in the end we did not settle on wat we planned coz va asked ppl 4 comments den they say too lovey dovey...coz got 2 couples...den so on...walao...but still they wan to haf couple n they wan to sabo me n qj....hais....assembly was boring as usual...i was sleepin lor...but din went into lalaland coz later my head will b lying on my leg n it will b so obvious tat i was sleeping...actualli the assembly is wanting to let the sec1s noe some stuffs den actualli they shld not call us go listen lah...waste time leh...den aft sch went kfc to eat...den tok awhile n walked va to her bus stop n yf qh me walked to the mrt station n i went to take bus while both of them go to take mrt....at night tuition...the teacher was so fierce coz her patience is up oso...coz the bois veri playful n naughty den she scolded n threw their pencil case...like a mad person ike tat...n some ppl the correction tape spoil...den one boi c her comin den quickly take his pencil box away n told the teacher he will pay attention ask her nt to throw his pencil box...n say she veri fierce...n so on...so funni lah..tat guy de actions...haha i told arifin abt tis durin thurs sci lesson den he laughed n say ur fren so weird...haha oyah durin cme lesson cy arifin xx yl bj they all were playin c who will laugh first den me n yl will laugh so easily de lor...cy n arifin were pros lor...they really veri funni leh...
thurs...last day of sch 4 the week...supposed to enjoy n b real happy but can't lah...morning accompany sam to find her senior...den pe...din managed to run 2.4 coz raining...den some ppl did the 5 items...those tink tat they can pass all 5 items de...den the others ran the corridor of the hall n canteen..up n down the stairs for 12 rounds...i juz remember i ran n ran...wif qh...k cy was the 1st one to finish...pro lor...i tink he shld do the 5 items too lah...ay was happy tat qh n i was 1st for girls lah...how to compete wif bois...ay..was quite happy tat i determined throughout...din stop n walk at all...hope can do it when running 2.4...n muz b faster too...den aft tat played a bit of badminton den pe ended...chinese...no comments again..but i tink 2/5 bois r childish...den recess...we discussed abt havin chalet during june holidays...i was so excited...i really wan the chalet to b a success...we will work together to make it a success de right? i believe we can do it...we will work together...so cy dun b too afraind tat u can;t manage n ppl dun trust u n so on k...ay..tis is oso a pushing force for us to do well in our mid year...work hard 4 mid year...den parents will let us go...do well den can enjoy...but a problem is ppl will b busy durin the holidays so scared some ppl can't make it...hais holidays real busy lah...got syf trngs...so mani lor...can die leh...haf tuitions..haf redx camp n cugc camp...mayb haf trngs...but the chalet will b my 1st piroty...haha yesh...chalet!!!!! oyah we goin to do class t shirt but also got a lot of problems lah...hais...nvm...den mr sim nv come again...is he ok?hope so...although it's gd tat got ssrp but if he everyday nv come den our maths will b deprovin day by day de...n we later can't catch up....so mr sim get well soon...sci...learnt abt colors...den i tink so far..tis is the topic i can easily understand...but tis is a physic topic lei...i wan to take bio n chem coz i more interested but physics seems easier...so now wat shld i choose lei?hais....aft sch went to eat chicken rice wif va qh yl sam eunice ks raynor...qh is we pi her go den she go de...den came bac we tok for some time until madm tong chased us home...haha den we went home...k...sorrie cy 4 kiping u waiting so long to read tis long entry...
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