sometimes will like like tis person den the next moment got irritated by him/her le.i was like wanting to go sch 4 a long time den now juz feel tat i'm getting more sian each day n my energy level decreased every moment.i tried to bring joy to my life.entertain myself.i tried my best le.like i like to c arifin get irritated by me so i kip irritate him.call him my daddy n stuffs.den now my mummy is sk.hahaha but was like my high-ness can't stay 4 a long time de.it's limited u c.
mon.din go to sch coz syf trng.so i dunno wat had happened.den it's like so weird.so mani ppl go sch den we nv go.n it's the 1st day of sch lor.i din get to celebrate tis day or haf a best sch reopen day.reached home at 9.05 lucky can watch xj2rz.
tues.get bac to sch but can't c xinxin coz she go checkup.sad.when chinese lesson i got so so bored n crystal palace is like haf to gib 50cent if u r caught speakin eng for each word.den i was caught for sayin for.k io always tok in mixed language de mah.where can change so fast de?den first time lesson end at 2.30 so tired.lucky mr sim let us off a bit. n he was engaged!aft sch follow va n yilin to redx room 4 cac briefing lor coz i nth to do mah.oyah came to sch den saw qh n tok to her n is like long time no tok de gan jue lor.
wed.went for 2 periods onli.which is sci practical lesson.it was ok lor.den go syf le.miss another day of sch.hais.bought a damn small piece of cake 4 my mummy when on my way home coz her bdae.hahaha den go home haf a big cake le.den haf 2 syf tickets.asked my parents want go not den they nt supportive de.was quite disappointed lor.but in the end i asked my aunty den she veri enthu n help me persuaded my mum to haf a off day n go to c.
thurs .which is today.was veri veri tired in the morning.all these days were so tired shld b bcoz of syf ba.ay wed syf got one moment we were so high when the choir singing lao shu ai da mi we were at the so called back stage singing too den other ugs were lookin at us.den dunno y when i sing the song i juz feel like crying.had some tots in my mind.hais.k.i slept a while in my dad's car den reached sch was like hair messy.attire messy n i dun care.den was like so tired trying to shut off my mind.but ppl came askin me questions so muz reply them mah.den at one moment was trying to sleep when i was standing n puting my head on my table.lessons began.was not so sian le.i tink i got high for irritatin arifin so kip irritating him lor.home econs we made cup cakes.yummy yummy.hahaha ate 3 n gave qh 3 ot gib her mummy.PW was like.so crappy.realised tat we r surrounded by a lot of miss ng lah.so mani teacher call miss ng de.pe teacher oso.den dunno y i was the leader.hais.so stupud.i dun wan!k my grp haf julian eunice n ziyang.k julian again.cugc oso.haha so you yuan ah?lit juz go thru the paper not really paying attention tokin to daddy n bj.hist.glenn came over.n den the 3 of them were tokin abt stuffs i dunno so i was there playing wif my pooh n observing ppl..look here n there.n noone paying attention lor.hais.hist got so boring.i dunno how i'm goin to survive 4 hist exam le!eng.was made by mummy to sit at sakina's seat den do a ws den tok a bit.den got annoyed by glenn 4 kip takin my pencil case.den again i'm angry or wanted to b angry but can't again.ppl juz make me laugh.mayb my frens r always so funni tat's y i love them all.oyah va kip complaining tat i gib some ppl mani sweets den today i gib her more sweets.hahaswent 202 to eat.was still hungry aft finishin a plate of chicken rice.i realised i'm so like mo wan wan le.when get so stressed up or depressed den the stomach is like so empty.mayb in future u c me i'll b like her size le ba.hahas...but mayb not i'll not spend money on so much on food de lor.i nid to save it to buy presents for ppl.n oso sweets to kip everyone happie n awake.
supossed to do my hw n camp report n stuffs no but den still bloggin.but i noe i haf to do it n i will do it de but is the matter of when lor.poor cy was sort of bullied by me today at j8.sorrie i apologised.but i'm a bad girl mah.so too bad.but den i always haf to apologise to ppl in my blog de lah.coz whenever i'm bloggin it's when i will reflect on tings for the day n the tings tat i did lor.den i will realised i might haf hurt some ppl.so muz shuo sheng dui bu qi!ay tok abt cy.i juz haf the feelin tat he's moody.a bit weird.feel tat he's not right.wan to ask him if he's ok but dun get to ask.mayb it's juz all my imaginery ba.hope u r ok.although i'm so restless n depress sometimes i still hope tat my frens will still b veri happy.i wish tat their days will b always bright n not rainy.
oyah.my height is 159.5.shit lah y can't at least reach 160?so bad.i'm short.n my weight is 44kg lah.so heavy!!!argh! y bois grow so fast de?so annoying!now ds is taller than me le lah.n the sk is 1.75 lah!i hate u!hahas.arifin oso!n my jiejie who onli admit it in msn is 172 lah.
k now realli haf to get to work le if not tonight haf to burn midnight oil doin my hw le.
p.s: tings juz change so quickly.b4 i noe it, it had already changed! i wan to b happie everyday!can someone bring the happiness to me?
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