my 100th entry.

hey.tis is my 100th entry kays.actualli quite little.to tink tat i haf blog for exactly a year le.

alright.let me start.tues trng was ok.juz dunno y yilin can laugh so much.though i like to do pumpings but i wil not go n purposely do mistakes or laugh to do pumping lah.den it lasted for 2 hours onli.cool.n it shall continue until ndp is over.if like tat i wished tat ndp wil not b over lei.but den some other ug ppl wil kill me if my wish come true.

pirates of the carribean was nice.though i nv watch the part 1 but den i can still understand a bit lah.poor caryn can't understand wat she's watchin coz the show was actualli quite complicated lah.n i slept at one part of the movie.not veri borin lah but den juz somehow feel so exhuasted den doze off but it's for a while onli.

fri.went to sell charity draw tickets.i went wif va yinyin n nicholas.k tis boy is so damn playful.kip irritate va.n to tink tat he has a gf.duno true nt.n call us to call him shuai ge.ohmy i wan to puke lah.n to c him like slack slack but mani ppl buy frm him lor coz c him like innocent a small boy mah.mayb ppl do like boys better than girls lah.den met a few ah mas.den they speak hokkien.oh my.i suddenly went blank in my head n can't manage to speak tp them.i 4got how to speak hokkien liao.hais.c tis shows tat practise makes perfect.i nid to speak hokkien more often lah.

sat.ndp trng.was fun can.i love ndp trngs!actualli i dun mind it on sats le coz i dun wan to b at home on sats.my dad at home so i dun wan to go home.i wan to b out of the house.away frm it.though the weather was veri hot but kip tell myself tat i love the sun n manage to endure the heat.the boots were so so hot lor until i tink i can't feel my leg le.as usual went mac to eat but den din wait 4 land de ppl le.they r veri bad!last week wait 4 them for abt 40 mins in the end they dun wanna go.evil!now i prefer air the ppl le lah.hurt my feelings.boohoo.hahas.was juz kiddin n crappin...ay.the gate opened at 7.01am n i reached there at 6.40.next time dun so early reach le lah.

realised tat got a few projects n stuffs to do n i'm still slackin.i on the com frm 7.45am to now n i did nth.one problem is my com oso slackin lah.it always hang.den i nid to restart tings again n again until i wasted so muzh time lah.my weekends r realli veri short lah.i've a lot to catch up durin wk ends but den i've nt enuf time.so troubled.tests r comin which increased my stress level le.

was quite down tis few days.n haf been eatin n eatin for lunch until end of the week i barely left any money.i'm nt like my usual self le.everyting haf changed! no matter how big the changes r.they r still changes.sometimes i haf no idea wat has happened to me.sometimes i noe but juz dun wanna tell anyone.all these caused me to b veri tired.tinkin tat i've so little time to do the tings i wan to do.one of the change is tat we communicate lesser n lesser when the days past.not like b4 tat we've lots of tings to say until we dun haf enuf time to tok.now sometimes we've time but we din use it usefuly we juz let it waste n gone.lack of communication.last time we could stay until 4 or 5 someting den go home but now 3 someting is the most i tink.tis is nt wat i expect.i tot tings will get better but it proved me wrong.i dunno wat to say.but mayb ppl r gettin busier le ba.aft sch the classroom haf quieten down a lot.mayb my expectations r too high?even jq ask me if i realise tat i'm nt as happy as when i'm in sec1 le.more of fake smiles appear on my face these days.how can i change them in to true smiles?

i wished tat we were still b as close as b4.i wished tat i will haf the most memorable time in my sec2 life.i wished tat my life will b full of laughters n joy.i wished tat i can b wif u guys.i wished to b in a safe place.i wished tat everyting will turn out to b gd..everyting will go on smoothly.i wished tat my day can b brightened up.i wished tat i can b a better person so tat i'm nt dislikable.i wished tat i can help the ppl ard me n make them happy.i wished tat i will nt cause trouble.i wished tat i will b useful.i wished to c a smile on everyones face though i can't c mine.i wished tat yf n qh wil join redcross.i wished to b my true self.i wished tat my grades will not deproved.i wished tat i will love u guys more.i wished tat i will not hurt anyone.i wished tat life can b as interestin as b4.i wished tat tings dun appear like wat i c now.i wished tat more ppl wil tag my blog.i wished tat.......k nvm.i noe i haf a lot of wishes but i noe they will not b granted de.

only i can help myself right?or can u?
but den i shall thank all my frens 4 wat they haf done for me or 4 juz bein by my side so tat i wil nt feel lost.

ay.happe belated bdae to yt.