sucks!

ppl r bais.i hate it!y can't they b fair?
ppl r irritatin.
ppl r confusing me.
ppl r makin me go mad.
ppl r disappointing me.
ppl r making me feel useless n down.
ppl r annoying me.
ppl r ignoring me.
ppl r laughing at me.
ppl r hating me.
ppl r tokin to me non stop.
ppl r changin my moods n tots.

argh!so vexed! so sad! so moody! so stupid dunno y m i here.
i dunno where i shld go.i dunno who m i.i 4got wat i was supposed to do.

i nid to bring joy to all my frens.
i nid to do evryting nicely.
i nid to get gd grades.
i nid to improve in our relationships.
i nid to get bac wat i lost.
i nid to treat everyone nicely.
i nid to b a gd girl.

lossing communication wif lots of ppl.wat happened?
sometimes can't show or tell ppl wat was my true feelin in my heart.
everyday to me was a show.
i haf to act sometimes.
but den u noe i can't.
i failed.
i showed u all my temper.
make all of u annoyed.
made all of u disturbed.

HATING MYSELF MORE N MORE, DAY BY DAY!!!

y muz i feel pissed?

trngs r getting boring.my hopes n dreams r shattering.
y can't u juz let me continue to like ndp trngs?
y muz u change my feeling for it?
can't stand it anymore.can't persevere or endure any longer.
wat if i cry again?
wun tat b so embarassin to let u c all my teary times?
wun tat b stupid?

lots of problems to b solved.
dunno when they'll b solved.
fast or slow?i dunno.

i noe i haf to b strong but how can i?

happy times r realli precious to me n it's rare these days.
sad times r overflowing my life now.

tinkin.wat if i fail my maths?
wat if i dun do well in all the tings?
wat if i hurt all of u?
wat if u all dislike me le?
wat if i become a bad bad gurl?
wat if i isolate myself?
wat if i remain silent?
wat if everyting have changed?
wat will i b den?