oh god.shall not yet tis blog rot.how can i juz let it rot so easily.tis blog has lots of memories de leh no matter sad ones or happie ones still muz treasure it.
but den is like i one shot can't blog abt everyting tat haf happened so shall juz tok abt recent ones lor.
yesterday was qh's bdae.glad tat i manage to do a proper bdae present for her no matter how tight my schedule is n how tired i was.all tis was worth it. gurl so muz treasure it kays? happie bdae ah!!!
tis few days i gained smth n lost smth.y muz always like tat? when i gain smth i muz always lost smth.hais.
yesterdae was feelin veri nt right aft recess.nt realli sure y.den aft sch tink abt some tings n started crying.oh god!!!thx 4 yf n va they all bein there.dunno y the more u tell me nt to cry the more i will cry.lolz.
did the pw.so frustratin la.do do do.kip can't do finish.yl bought chocolate 4 me as she oso bad mood den she noe i oso bad mood n ask me want to eat chocolate nt.thx gurl.went home i continued to eat chocolate to make me feel better but den today sore throat le la.serve me right.
today mornin was nt in a gd mood to talk.den hist was la oh god can't go in for some reasons.i can't settle down to study le.no more mood.no more goals.hais.
yl realised tat smth was nt right wif me le.den i called sam but she always can't hear until she help me to all sam.sam came n i told her i nid her hug hug me.den i juz broke down n cry.too stress of mani tings.thx sam.i realli feel better aft i cry.
home econs pract i was like edna quick do quick do.no time le.hahahask is so annoying.went to put both gloves on my face.later tmr haf pimples u die ah!
yay.we managed to skip hist test.so funni la the class.n oso skip scoldins frm ape for pw.
aft sch.din went to eat coz so full le aft eatin all the baked products n now my throat is so irritating.hais. goin to b sick SOON! ppl save me!
wanted to haf gossip session like last time but den hais.nvm...
tok to arifin a while n they say wat me n arifin la.there's realli nth between us. we r juz gd sittin partners n daddy n nuer onli.dun anyhow tink n say so much le kays? will make me more fan de.
sk kip sayin tat den i suddenly feel like cryin again.n the tears again juz gush out.but nt as worse as in the morning.ks c le den go sort of 'scold' sk.hais.
ay.he apologised n said he believed me.so ok forgive him la.but den it's nt all his fault tat i cry la.so he shld nt b so guilty la.
c the bois play 'scoccer'. so funni n fun.i kip laughin.ohya.ay actually me ks n yf wanted to leave but den it was rainning so we went bac to class n i realised i din take my cupcakes.hahaha it's fated for us to go bac class la.so they played n i watched while yf is tinking n askin ks when we go home.den is like ks say 4.15 den 4.30 den 4.445 or watever.so funni.
walikn to the bus stop i pull ks bag n started hop ard hop ard.so funni la.den he went to pull ds to hop ard oso.hahaha
aft tat he dun let me pull le so my next target was porn star.hahaha den i kip dun let go even when went up into the bus le.hahaha onli let go when we sat down.lolz.
den one by one they got down the bus n left me alone le.haha
yay end of entry.ppl muz do portfolio by tmr hor.gd luck.i oso nid to rush le.
but last of all.
i nid to thank
[ks] my jiejie who always stood up for me!!!so gd!
[arifin] my sittin partner cum daddy who told me if i nid a shoulder to lean on there's always one beside me.so touched.
[sk] my mummy who let me beat him/her n said tat he/she dun mind bein my punchbag if i nided it.
[sam] who gib me her warm hug when i nided it.
[va yf yilin qh]always there for me if i nid someone to confide.
ppl realli thank u all so so so much! i love ya.thx always!!!
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