mixed feelings =[

hais.was wondering wan to blog not n finaali made the decision n i'm here bloggin now.sacrifice my television time to come blog.hahaha
today went for trng.tot will b late den get off the bus n i chiong like siao.was sort of running to sch la.reachedsch den they were askin me wat happened.so funni la.
kk.so learnt more steps for fancy drills.s so confusing la.
saw cynthia again.lalala
today was quite a gd day i tink.haha
den aft tat when the netballers haf to use the court den we went bus bay there practise drills wif guides.
today almost all sec2s were given a chance to practise commanding.
den i was timer too.quite tiring leh but still it's fun.
commandin.hahaha so funni. i realli dunno how to command la.
den was timer for quite a while n den later change n change n come bac me once again.LOL.
it's pressurising havin to command a squad.
it needs lots of confidence n oso potential la.

went to read louisa madm's blog.she's so emotional.
aft readin i haf lots of mixed feelings.
i dunno how to describe them out.
i can read her blog until half hour la.
i'm so proud of her.
hais.her story was touchin.almost wanted to cry but den to tink tat it's like not i noe her so well like tat...me so sot la.
n i oso can feel how much she love NCC air lo.
she's realli veri gd la.
Ncc air guys.muz zhen qi.jiayou dun let ur NCOs down.
dun zai qi fu louisa madm le.dun suan her so often la...be gd k?
u all r fortunate.
now i realli noe tat bein a ug is realli realli a veri proud ting n it's really gd when u can feel the bondin between each other.
i realli learnt how to treasure these years bein a cadet now.n i muz do it.
i dunno wat will happen when we become NCOs next year.
mayb we'll not b so close anymore? i dun haf any hopes on anyting le.
as usual juz can wish for the best.
onli if i can still feel the unity next year.....
unity= strength


ppl dun let tings bother u la.muz cheer up n be happy.be hyperactive as me.
go find ur source of motivation n work hard for everyting.
wat will happen next is still a mystery.let's work together for a better future!
dream when u can.dream hard.work hard. acheive wat u wan n u will b as happy as can b.

22o6 u r the BEST! love u!
the memories is all i wanted.
i will take them wif me no matter how far i go.

Redcross....
i'll promise to gib all my best n b committed.
i will try my best to love u more everyday.
coz i wan the memories bein a cadet n in ug a long lasting memory.

gd luck everyone!