NCC land dunno wat parade. qh n me stayed bac to watch.
chuping n his weird weird hair again.he dun let me take AGAIN. hais. he looks cute here. haha.
cynthia n the pink shirt again. make me so excited.
NCC air. c the one without the beret is TK. qh n me laughed when we saw him running.damn damn funni la. so girl.hahaha
my nephew.hahaha he's sneezing.so funni.
he took pic of me so now i haf to take pic of him too. heard b4 'yi ya huan ya'?
yilin wan to b a student councilor just like someone.
alright shall start the entry here.
trng was slack.a failure.so damn shi bai. first we taught the sec1s drills. dun think we r gd teachers la.or mayb i'm not a gd teacher or senior. den later ahma n va left.qh went for IPP meeting.so left 3 sec 3s le. den it was lesson time. yilin n yf taught them paying of compliments.as u noe lesson is so boring de la.so can't expect much. den madm asked me to go borrow ball for games. i ran down frm 3/4 classroom to find mr ling at the field n asked him if i can borrow not. he told me to wait outside the pe store while he tok to a few girls first. den waited n waited for like dunno how long. den i became impatient le so i went to the fence there n called him again. den he said wait a while ah he practised wif the scoccer guys first den finalli came out. he apologised for taking so long n i just say nvm.aft borrowing i thanked him n ran off.saw miss chan n told her where were we n dashed off bac to 3/4 classroom.finalli borrowed the 2 basketballs le. so listened to the lesson for quite some time. some ppl like dun realli gib respect la.
games / recrea time. but now the problem is ppl r using the basketball court.so we went to the place where the BB will always use de n played captains ball.took quite a long time dividing into grps.den ppl complain tat the game is not fair. is like i felt so shi bai la. i'm a senior i can't even control them u noe. say abt controlling them. whenever we called the sec1s to run.move in urgency, they onli stood there n later began walking plus not like they walk briskly la. argh! i realli dunno wat to do wif them.dun wan to scold them coz later they afraid of u n stuff.i remembered when we were outside the 3/4 classroom waiting n yilin the OIC was not there, i told them to stand in 2 striaght lines n in sediya n things like that they just like dun care wat i say.k nvm.
now busy settling stuff on the talent time competition. now is like the dance grp got so mani ppl.how to dance wif like 15 ppl? how to teach is one of the problem lo.
how come things turn out to be like this? how come everything haf changed? how come ppl can like just forget everything tat we did in the past. i remembered telling qh n yf tat i haf the feeling tat we went truf a lot n until now we gonna take over le.the feeling is like so magical.we work hard for the things we wan to achieved.it has been a long journey.we had overcome our fears n went through all the obstacles tat we haf met.it's time for us to learn how to b a gd leader n teach our juniors n show them the right attitude.teach wat is right n wat is wrong.though now the standard the attitude of the ppl in ug is like getting bad to worse but i believed we can improve it if we try.if we dun put the effort to try we will nv do it de.we will nv come to think tat we like tis cca so much. we will nv realise tat it meant a lot to us.it has brought all of us close n learn frm each other.UG is not a place where u can always slack. u have to get this clear b4 u consider to join.it teaches us discipline leadership n lots of things tat will benefit us. as i say, u haf to learn to love it den u will feel tat u r a part of it.u haf to love it den u will enjoy the things u do here.
why did things change so much? i din expect things to remain as usual but i din expect it to change so much. i know all of us tried.sometimes it's just like u dunno wat's wrong wif u.u just feel like acting this way. i realli understands. n i believed that it takes time but i dun believe tat it needs so much time coz in the end it will turn out to b we became strangers le.sometimes we became tired aft trying so hard n so much. but den it's up to u. whether u wan it to b as before or whether u dun gib a dmn abt it.it's ur choice. we'll wait till the day things changes bac to it's normal state.just like solid. now it's just like we r the particles in gaseous state le. we nid to cool down before we return to solid state where we'll haf the strong attractive forces.the strong bond between us.
i ensure u tat i will wait.i will nv gib up on u neither will i gib up on this friendship.waiting for the day tat i dun haf to look at the playback memories but can just create more happy n beautiful memories together wif u. i believed tat there will not be any regrets spending the time waiting coz u r worth it to wait. all these r realli things tat r kept deep down in my heart.believe it or not.up to u.
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