BAD SUNDAY!

hais. =(

WHY? wat happened to u all on fri?

why so mani stupid things happened this few days?

YF, u r no a weakling coz the ground is realli veri hot realli like oven like tat.

to think of not havin ppl to suffer wif u is realli realli veri disheartening. but wat can we do?

WHY!!!!!

today, wat a bad sunday la.

reached sch den later the land the sirs asked us to go to ava room. so we followed him den yilin went to find madms.

were discussing wat we r goin to teach the land ppl den suddenly madm came in n give us 10 secs to run down to the foyer.

we were blurred. just run n run down the stairs.

den she knocked us down.

scolded us for not telling them where we go.

we did went to find them but just somehow we din think of callin them when we can't find them.
so dumb of us.

so aft tat they asked us to go up n we started teaching.

the land de sec 1s n 2s somehow not tat cooperative today. so kip kana scolded by the sec3s n oso sirs. it's like seems like our fault but den is they dun move in urgency n make so much noise. but still we still feel quite guilty la.

taught the bandages. evacuation. i was the casualty all along. was so frightened when they carry me. like so unstable. scary la.

gave them sweets for answering questions but den in the end ended up wif their sirs.

aft lesson.went to slack to wait for time for our ug council meeting.

den an unpleasant thing happened.

first the land sec3s were scolded for lossing their receipts. not sure izzit their sir purposely kip or wat la. u'll nv noe mah.

see them kana scold was like damn wei ta men dan xin la.is like wish i can b there to help.

saw qj den he asked if we saw the receipts n told us abt they lose it.

so all of us went to help them search all the dustbins in the sch.

suddenly yilin found some of the notes tat we helped them to photocopy de ended up in the dustbin.

den went ard n there's a few more in other dustbins.

yf n yilin were so frustrated la.

n me was like stunned. felt so utterly disappointed.no energy to be angry wif them. is like hey, waste our efforts to print n u just take this like shit like tat anyhow dump it.

can u all take things seriously n treasure them? dun use finish or haf fun le den just dump it a side! wat attitude is tis?

though in the end they found the culprits n asked them to apologised to us but den i realli dun wan to hear any apologies la. i'm sick n tired of it la. i just wan u guys to learn how to treasure things, izzit veri difficult? i think u all shld go bac n reflect abt tis la. n oso ya u all dui bu qi ur seniors la. not us.

den when we wanted to go buy lunch den realised there's a casualty frm choir. so yilin n i went to attend to her. den later hand over to mr tan n mr ng.

went to find teachers to help us open com lab but den none of them can b found n we can't go like interupt mr tan when he was attending to the casualty mah. so to the last restort, we asked sir sherman for help.

sorrie sir sherman! din meant to like interupt ur camp de. n ya to bring so mani ppl in n things. realli sorrie. n thx a lot! =)

took turns to go outside the room to eat den later discussed wif the rest. air npcc guides n rc were present today. so discussed n discussed till 3.30 n we had to leave the room.
hais. buget so less we realli had to crack our brains for ideas la. den also so limited space for us to conduct games. dunno whether the games will b fun not la. haiya....

aft meeting. went to pluck leaves den off to mac. everyone was so tired la. ate ice cream n den wave gdbye to sze an n jin zhi n home sweet home.

realli so tired today. down in the moods. thx yilin n juliana to take 88 wif me.haha.

i realli worry for land.the sec 3s. qinjie.he 2 meals nv eat le la. can realli c he realli pissed off with the sec1s n 2s la.is like first during the planning of the camp the proposal n stuff onli like veri veri veri few ppl helping him la. everyone give him pressure but no one bother or capable to help him. din sleep well for a few nites ba. den now everything not successful. looking at the attitude of the sec1s n 2s. felt so discouraged.seems like the worls is falling. had to endure thru one more day.
hais. i realli pity him n noe how much effort he had put in for this.
looking at him walkin ard to find the receipts den no appetite to eat n we can't even help him. hais. so poor thing.den oso the other sec3s, looking at them running here n there n suffered. got scoldings. i realli wan to help but onli if i can. so can onli be behind them to support them. i hope everything will b fine. survived another day ba. u all can do it de! i haf faith in u guys!

problems n problems n so mani problems everyday. wth la! can realli scold lots of bad words now la.

there's a not of things which i dun wan to c happen right in fornt of my eyes. dunno who to tok to. just can break down when toking abt the things.

somethings i'm still in a loss. dunno wat realli happened. n oso afraid to noe. if it's onli not the truth. pls god. bless them n oso me.

things can change bac de right? pls tell me yes? i realli dun wanna believe in somethings, so tell me it's not wat i think.it's onli my imagination.