sick~

today.
swensened~ wif sam yilin ru hua n fish.
it was ex but once in a while mah.
n juz take tat as buying time for a little 2/2'06 gathering lo.
not bad ba.

julian was so crazy today.
can't stand him.
yh was so lame n funni.
laughed at him all the times.

falling sick le.
throat beginning to get pain.
worse of all.
still need to solve a problem.
i'm seriously veri tired!
pls!

once again i will not haf much energy to do things when i'm sick.
so bear wif it.
will try to b as energetic as possible de.
how i wish i can just skip sch n rest at open.
shut away myself from the rest.
but i still wan to sick the rest of u.
hais.

intervied again yesterday.
relieved?
i dunno.
din do a gd job?
think so.
stayed until quite late.
woke up at 4am this morning to study physics n do eng journal.
mayb bcoz of all this rushing n lots of problem to think n not yet solve coz me to breakdown.
just wanna haf a gd rest! can i?
dun ever think so.
i still haf so much things to care abt
mayb i'm selfish.
but must i always think for others when i can't even settle my own problems?

carry on in life is not tat easy.
hopefully one day i can see the sunshine again.
it's always rainning. very heavily.