POP cum farewell

hais.they stepped down le n now we r taking over. felt quite confused n weird at this moment but i noe we will soon shi ying de la. n yay! we can get our 50 bucks le. so gonna b rich.hahaha
so now our RED CROSS UNIT will b:
yilin the post of chairperson n discipline.
me the post of vice chairperson n treasurer
qianhui the post of secretary
yifang the post of quarter mistress
vanessa the post of welfare
yinyin the post of logistics

starting of ysterday was a disaster.
firstly the sec 1s uniforms were not up to standard.haf lots of things missing or i dunno wat.
but can't guai them la.it's oso our fault.
next bcause of different things we haf to standardise our attire but no matter how there's like somethings tat we can't standardise.
den can't wear berret coz someone no hair net den put the berret in the pocket.which cause lots of difficulty when marching.afraid tat the berret will drop mah. march until so weird.even i can't stand my own marching la.
den another problem the venue of the parade.
first we can't use parade square coz got all those constructions.
next we settle on hall den can't use coz got volleyballers den later mr ling say wat our boots will spoil the new flooring n stuff. argh realli can't stand it le.but still tried to remain calm.
aft tat our parade haf to b at the foyer which is like not enuf space la. haf to squeeze when marching.
next i dunno wat on earth happen to me tat i kip can't shout a command properly n hence kip samula n try again n again.
den somemore a few vis came n oso pass year madms oso came back.is like our drills like shit la. how to let them c. everyone was not feeling their best.n i was wondering can this parade still start.

alright aft the mini parade den we went to the ava room for our farewell.
initially the com haf problems den scared later can't show the video.
den the whole thing seems like no surprise n the ncos were there to help to fu yan us onli.
we noe we din do a gd job la.
was so phathetic.
i can't face myself to them la.
so the sec 1s sang their u r my sunshine in a cute version. they were adorable la.
but aft so mani reminders frm me or mayb us to ask them to prepare their performance den in the end they din come out anything but at least they sang this lo.
so the sec 2s did their magic tricks. i wasn't rellai paying attention to them so i dunno is gd or bad.
den initially we doin our lame jokes thing but den no more time le so we gave our speech.
we oso gave out their presents in a prize giving way.last of all show the video.hais i dunno y. normalli i c the videos i would cry de but yesterday wun la. instead this video is for everyone to laugh lo.i dunno y la.is like our mission failed.no ppl cry or mabe just drop a few tears .even i din cry but until when they evacuate n later sam came find us n i hug her n i cried.but onli a little bit. i was realli wondering y i din cry? when i did cry durin the farewell for every batch of ncos tat pass out.wat happen to this farewell?no hugs were exchanged.not sure y.

but aft all. i realli nid to thank all the ncos. for grooming us n teaching us endless supply of things.haha we appreciate all the things tat u haf done for us.ur caring, understandings n forgiveness. u haf helped s a lot in different ways.there's still a lot for us to learn.as we haf promise u we will give in our veri best to bring back the glory n bring red cross to greater heights.we will always learn from our mistakes n teach the cadets all tat we noe de. we will not disappoint u all again.hopefulli ba. stay strong! ncos, no worries. best of luck in ur studies! u work hard n we'll work hard too.let's produce a gd result slip together ba.ncos, we love u n will miss u lots de. just tat we dunno how to show the feelings we haf for u all. u all haf taught us a lot n c us grow n now it's our turn to c the cadets grow le.the journey will b extremely difficult wif the fact tat there's communication break down or can't work together or haf differnt opinions n views.but i promise i will try my best to sort out everything.no matter wat we will still unite as one.

the room keys were given to us.but we still feel quite weird. is like everytime we can't step into the room unless there's permission given to us n now we can open the room le.
everything just happen so fast.can't realli think properly now.
ay i felt so guilty.i'ver disappoint u le. din go for ndp trng yesterday coz is like the schedule is so packed.the timings n stuff doesn't match.missed a lot of things but wat. this pop is oso as important as ndp mah.

ncos said tat i had sacrifice a lot.bcoz of ndp i can't go for ulp n cac.at first i was realli disappointed but to think it through again if i've already been selected for ndp y not just remain committed n dun think abt others? ndp is for the honour of the country leh.haf to b proud of it. miss tan oso said tat if it's possible for yilin n me to go for the end of the year de ulp den they will send us go but ppl say tat the end of the year de is for sec2s lo. so i oso dunno how la. just think of wat i've to do now n dun think too much lo.y bother to stress urself up?

cugc! it's nearing.next week. will it b successful? can we handle the sec 1s n 2s? seriously.b committed to ndp realli made me sacrifice a lot. first the gatherings n watever activities tat happen on sat. next can't go ulp or cac but den b fair to the rest lo let them go for all these. den now bcoz of ndp i dun haf enuf time to discuss wif them the cugc n now i dun even realli noe wat's gonna happen. i'm so blur now. is oso like almost everyone haf the list of activities they goin to haf n me haf to go find n kop some extras de.so phathetic la.
den will oso miss the first day of the cugc coz haf to go ndp n probably get scoldings coz din go the last trng n mayb become reserve le.den i will oso not b there to help the rest in teaching first aid lesson.wa wat m i suppose to do la?

ay just wish me luck. when u c me jus pat my back n say jiayou to give me supprt ba! thank you.