moving on.

it has been 1 month since i blog.
WOW.

things r moving on so fast.
had bee veri busy this holidays.
pushing the whole unit to aim for a silver for EUA.
some of them r motivated to do well for the unit and themselves, while some others dun realli care.
i hope i can change their mindset but with onli me?
how can i do tat?
i'm nt a superwoman.
i can't do well n perfect everything.
i onli can put in my best effort.
i nid all of ur help but will u all give me?

GOLD badge!
sec 1s getting evac gold badge!
do u all realli appreciate it?
u all realli wan it nt?
u go ask other sch.
dun think haf any unit de sec 1s getting gold badge lo.
hais.
ppl, buck up! change ur mindset.
what's the use of makin trng fun when we noe it shld nt be like tat?
what's the use of puttin in so much effort when some of u just dun bother?
our aim is to get evryone down for trng.
with the limited amt of trng n FDC is nearing le.
can we realli win smth?
in the first place, r u all motivated to win?
i realli realli realli wan to win. (truthfulli speaking)
it'll b the best birthday present ever le.
although we haf to choose in between silver EUA or to win the comp.
but i'm trying veri hard to let the unit do well in both.
i just nid ur cooperation.
if onli u all can dun go for holiday.
if onli u all r enthu in gettin ur badges n also enthu for trng.
den it will nt b a chore le.
u all will enjoy all these de.
i can make n push out time for trng n accredtitation.
but do u all wan to sacrifice ur time?
i noe u all r busy.
haf work. haf ur own commitment.
but dun b selfish. what abt me?
u all tot i'm so free?
tell u all, i'm even busier la.
i dun haf time to touch n do my hw.
my studies is like shit la.
i haf to buck up but who's goin to give me time?
i haf to do my part in RC first b4 i settle down on my studies if nt i wil nt concentrate well de.
next year sec 4 le.
i feel the stress of O level le.
probably will onli buck up next year?

i haf high hopes on u all.
so u all better do well in everything k?
dun disappoint ur NCOs!
sec 2s, next year takin over soon.
r u all up to it?
i tell u all, no matter wat post u all get, pls do ur part n help the rest if u can.
dun let 1 or 2 of them do everything n stress out.
move n work along together.
dun b selfish.
cooperate.
respect.
commitment.
passion.
achieve!
do ur best k?
now ur NCOs r trying to push everything n set a foundation for u all le.
so maintain n improve hor.
u can still get help frm us next time.
i promise i'll help if i'm able to.
to lead n to serve with pride.
haha

though i'm so busy but i think i'm still a little bit happier ba.
moving on so fast.
i can't stop it but follow the pace.
i dun realli wan to stop too.
without so much things to do i dunno wat else can i do.
will i sit there n stone?
think of all the unhappy things?
i dun wan.
since i'm committed in my CCA le.
it's gd k.
i dun wan to think of other things to irritate me n make me frustrated.

sometimes dunno y i c u, i got irritated.
dun wan to c u.
but i can't do anything.
u will haf to b there.
just dun like tat when u r needed u wun b there.
forcing doesn't help.