saddening.

saddened.
put in my best effort to chiong EUA but what we get?
i think it's still bronze.
unless some of the things they count linently so tat we can move to border line silver.
but i dun mind.
i just wan a SILVER!
like miss chan say, it's ok.
just take this as a big acievement made for ourselves.
now we can so mani badges n so on.
better than last time.
but i still dun wan to admit defeat.
yesterday, looking at alvin sir trying so hard to help us calculate n thinkin of ways to help us but still we get bronze.
i almost cried.
work so hard but i still got a bronze.
there's a way for us to get silver.
which is tellin a white lie.
means we fake tat we did the heritage by doin a proposal n so on but wil carry it out next year.
however, miss chan dun think we shld do tat.
yup i noe. it's not good to cheat in order to get wat u wan like cheatin in an exam.
but this time is we did put in so much effort lo.
this can be even stress than hw leh.
pushing myself. the NCOs n the cadets so much n i tot i will c the result tat i wan aft tat but now....
can onli hope for the best now.
but i dun regret in puttin in so much effort la.
coz it's for the unit.
next year if the sec3s put in the same amt of effort follow this pace they caneasily get silver de.
so next year u all haf to aim for gold ba.
u all better dun get onli bronze next year coz i will kill u all if u dare to onli get bronze.
we've help u all a lot in the badges le.
one thing tat pull us down is our unit strength n the sec 4's badges.
they have a whole lot lesser badges than us yet they haf more ppl.
n the selling of charity draw tickets.
next year each of u better sell 3 booklets.
den yilin n i sell 4 booklets.
sec 2s dun let us down k.
i'm countin on u to get back our EUA silver.

n last of all let's work veri hard as a unit to get at least a 2nd runner up in north district for FDC ba.
i sure wan tat too!!!!