Happy bdae to me.

i wan to say tat my cadets r nice ppl.they r improving aren't they?they r always surprising us these days.

yesterdae was vday. was shoik givin out present.
though not to my valentine coz i dun haf one but to all my dear frens n cadets.
love them so much.
made my cadets to find all of the rest to figure out a puzzle tat i've put inside my vdae gift to them.
fun right?
pls remember the quote or msg.
it's important.

n today was total defence day.
dun haf to do anything for first aid coz the cadets r in charge.
was saying tat if we wore our uniform throughout lesson n if there's realli bomb attack we still haf to wear our beret properly b4 we go out of shelter.diao.
anyway was so pasieh to BB.
sorry.

recieved quite a lot of presents b4 my bdae.so cool.had a little hard time bringing bac home.
i love my frens.
their presents r so cool.
haha.

tmr is FDC le.
OMG.
nervous?
scared?
excited?
i dunno.
i realli realli wish tat the turtles will bring us luck.
we can make it de right?
pls say yes.
i nid some assurance.
i'm afraid of disappointments or failures.
ask them to go away.
i wan smth.not COP definitely.

i just failed my chem test.
i acted tat i didn't care but wat do u think?
din realli haf time to concentrate.
did pretty well in combined sci this time but my pure chem sucks la.
ppl can get 29 out of 30.
n me.
i got 13 out of 30.
but i'm proud of myself is tat i'm not afraid of saying out.
ppl asked me n i somehow shouted across the class tat i got this little marks.
ya. so wat's this.
haf to realli buck up aft FDC le.
it's 4 more months.
i can't bear to but i haf to.
i haf to learn how to let go again.
treasuring all these moments with u all.
i love u all.
dun make me cry hor.
i'm strong. =)