once again, it's really saddening.

once again, it's really saddening.
why must all these things appear and come at the same time?
i really dunno how to react.
i'm just merely avoiding.
yup.i noe it's a bad way to handle things but i dunno wat i can do.
i dun wan to make things worse.
that's why i din react to things.
i dun wan us to feel awkward when we meet.

and now, i'm really disappointed.
i dunno who can i trust.
whenever i trust somebody so much, i'll get hurt in the end.
i think this is why i kept so much to myself.
and i guess i shall continue to be like that.
cox there's nobody i can trust anymore.
seriously...
i cant help but to be the miserable girl again.
i shut and hide myself from everyone.
i dun wan to face it.
if that's the case, i prefer to be the lonely girl.
at least i wun face so many saddening things out there.