1 Down, 3 More to go.

1 Down, 3 More to go.
BSTA paper today was quite ok. Phew.
But this should be the one that i'm most confident with. The rest die le la.

I realised that things or people do change, not only that but they change very fast.
It's really fearful to see these happening.
Have lots of different kind of emotions today.
Many different thoughts went through my mind too.
I think I shouldn't be rash in making that decision?
Did i really think it through?
It'll never be the same.
We cant force it you know.
Sometimes I wonder if I take things too seriously and think too much.
Why some people could happy go lucky but I'm worried for almost everything.
It makes my life even more tiring la.
But that's me, I cant change plus I dont really want to, cause that's my personality?

sometimes i felt envious.
sometimes i would think if i did not do enough.
sometimes i just dont know what's wrong with me and i cant help and improve it.
I just dont meant to be.
I'm not an important person, just a nobody.
I somehow lose that ability that i once had.
I always wish that i could help.
My words are not to be heard.
One word from others worth a lot more than what i've said numerous times.
The difference in both, I've finally see it.

Does it really matters?
I guess I was wrong.
I thought I knew it but it proves me wrong.
I dont really understand you people anymore.
You've grown, not the innocent ones that i've knew.

Leadership is action, not position.