Missing you already.

"I dont want to see your back view and cry but see your front view and smile"
I'm sorry but I've failed.
It's only half a day and I'm missing you so much.
Even when we are walking in the mall, there's so many things remind me of you.
I hope you've read the letter cause that's what I wanted to tell you but I do not have the courage to tell you verbally.
Ystd night was the worst night.
Having an upset stomach that wont allow me to sleep or have the energy to pick up the phone when it's vibrating. Face and ears become very hot but temperature is quite low.
Had rashes all over but they are gone in the morning. Just like you.

I didnt know it'll be that difficult till that point of time.
hug is the most powerful thing
while heart is the most fragile one.
crying is so contagious. i hate it but that's the way we let go of the hard feelings.