SURPRISED!

Awesome stay at MBS with fivesome!
I'm really surprised, for the 2nd time.
Many thoughts went through my mind at that particular moment. Thinking about what we could do together again. thinking about whether we could do the same things that we used to do in the past. thinking about whether everything is just the same and as good as before.
I may not react much but stayed calm throughout but deep down, i do feel plesantly surprised.
THANKS :)
I guess this is the first time that we took so many photos together. Hope we can continue to do so.

I did wonder whether this is the right time.
Perhaps it is.
Thanks for returning when i actually felt the drift, felt so vulnerable.
i hope this could improve things, improve the situation.
so much to say but not sure how to start.

Sometimes i can't help but to be selfish.
Three is a crowd.
What are you trying to show? Have you spare a thought for me?
Am i invisible?
I just need one really really close bestiex and that's it. I don't ask for more.

I hate being stuck in the middle.
Can i not be the one who always give in?
Can i not be the one who sacrifice?
Can i do things in my own way, the way that i prefer, not needing to think of all the consequences?