my soulmate.

It's proven.

I'm such a failure.
Is studying that difficult?

Yet again, another easy paper (not as difficult as expected) but i just can't do it well and there's probably a risk of failing. I just can't concentrate during the exam. Instead, i let myself to wonder off thinking about the consequences of failing. That's not the point right? If you are really afraid of failing then you better make sure that you do well and stop wasting your time worrying about all these. You can use that time to actually earn more marks. 1 or 2 marks is better than nothing.
Is it a coincident or is it a curse? Both times when i have/took my paper in the Indoor Sports hall, i'll perform very lousy.Hmm...
Last paper tmr. You better not disappoint yourself again. I'm serious, really serious. No more excuses. Do it well, do it good as that will be your LAST paper in your Poly life.

I don't know what kind of life i'm leading now. Drifting away from everyone that is near me or i would see or meet frequently. I don't like it this way but i don't know what i could do to improve things. Lesser and lesser words each day. Is it because i took things for granted and that's why it became this way or is this just natural?
I really need a break to think about what i actually want in life and pursue them. I'm losing my sense of direction each day, hiding behind a translucent wall.
Hope that i would be able to use the one week break next week to sort things out before i move on to another phrase of life.