The Fear of Changes

When i reached home the other day, i was angry with my mum for rearranging all my furniture in my room to a state that i couldn't recognize. Not exactly could't recognize but i just don't like it and i threw tantrums. I shouted and even cried. I don't know why i reacted that way. Perhaps it's because she didn't get my consent and just do it herself and also the feeling of being lost cause the room has changed into something that i'm not used to. From this simple incident, i realized that i'm really afraid of changes. That fear is something that i could't really describe but it affects me a lot. Maybe it's also because of the feeling of insecurity.

I would be more confident and secured doing the things that i'm used to.

So i guess i'm a rigid person.

This makes me a boring person too?

This is the reason why i hated those major transitions of my life such as changing of schools (from Pri to Sec and to Poly), taking up a new appointment, meeting new people and etc.

I hope that i could really learn how to adapt to changes and accept it in a positive way.
Changes are inevitable.

Changes are things that allow you to grow and become more independent in a way.

It's time for you to step out of your comfort zone.
Open your arms wide to receive all the new stuffs and surprises. It'll make your life more awesome.

Please, stop being that old boring person!

Next week, it'll be a whole new start. Adapt fast and adapt well to your working life.

6 months, it's neither long nor short.

Take it as a challenge, to change yourself, to become a better person as you meet and mix with new people.