my soulmate.

Went to work bright and early today and checked my company email which I've not checked for 2 weeks and found out that I'm supposed to go to another team for this week.
Upon confirming with my colleague, she sent me back to the previous team.
Nice one ah... Came earlier but must go home late again cause that team has a later reporting and dismissal time.
Of course I don't mind going back to that team as mentioned in my previous post but what makes me stress and worried is my internship grades, currently my report grade.
If only i could work as a temp staff with a higher pay and much lesser worries.

My LO called today and the content of the conversation was kinda disheartening.
My mood totally changed after receiving the call and i can't help but to continue to worry about all the interim and final reports.
My LO will be visiting us and our supervisors this Thursday. Hopefully I would have a better learning opportunity and etc after that. Things are not going well right now.

I was shocked upon receiving a sms during work this morning. As in i didn't expect anyone to sms at that point of time so I was quite shocked. It was from my junior, telling me about his promos grades. Didn't expect it to be that bad. I was so worried for him. Sometimes, I think I'm more worried for my juniors than myself, my own grades. Probably cause i don't want them to follow my footstep. I've experienced it myself and I know that it sucks so i hope that as far as possible, they don't suffer like me. Especially for those that you expect them to do really well but they are not meeting their expectations. Felt really sad for them. Well, there's nothing much that i could do but to give him my advice and support. You have to make the right decision for yourself! If retaining would be a better choice for you, I'll support your decision. You know, retaining might not be the worst choice ever.

All the best for those who are still studying and taking exams, like those who are going to take their Olevls and Alevels soon. Hang on and do well so that you won't disappoint yourself while I should really learn how to relax and enjoy my internship. Don't be so tensed up and keep worrying about the thousand and one things.

But i guess it's really time for me to think about my future. It's really scary to not have a goal or a dream whereby you could work towards to. I should start making plans for myself.