Saturday, October 15, 2011

What a dream?

Had a much longer rest as compared to what i have on weekdays cause i didn't let myself hooked on to facebook or the internet for the past two days, probably i was really very tired and need to catch up on my sleep before i could do any other thing.
Well usually you will tend to have a dream or nightmare when you have a longer sleep cause there's more time for it?

Yes, I've one last night or should i say this morning. I can still remember the dream vividly. Fyi, usually i would forget the details of my dream as soon as i wake up.
Well, i guess i played a more daring role in my dream and i was seriously waiting for an answer. The answer that i longed for. The answer that I've waited for many years. It was coming but i can't hear it. I was kinda forced to wake up at that point of time but i was actually forcing myself to continue to sleep on to listen to it. I really don't want to give that a miss although i totally knew that it was only a dream.
So what if it's only a dream? It felt so real. Probably those words meant a lot to me. I really really want to hear it to the extent that i don't really care if it's reality or a dream.
It's only a dream but it causes much pain for not being able to hear it from you.
I remember i was not even crying in the dream but i woke up crying unknowingly.

Those tears shed can't bring back or change anything.
6 years is a rather long and torturing wait.



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