Not too much, not too little.

Yesterday you told me that you were emo cause you think that you aren't doing enough for us. Well, I don't think love should be measured this way. I told you that I will accept anything or everything that you give me as long as its from the bottom of your heart.
Like any other girl, I need reassurance from time to time. Perhaps I needed a lot more cause I'm someone who has very low self-esteem and confidence, will get jealous easily even for things that were already in the past and I would always doubt myself. I'm afraid that I'm not good enough cause I want to be your perfectly awesome gf.
I don't need you to spend every single min/sec with me although I would love to. I don't need you to give up anything for me such as to skip your soccer match just to have breakfast with me. I don't need you to have lunch with me almost everyday just like what you did when you were courting me but maybe once a week would be good enough. I don't need you to take a taxi and reach home so late at night just to send me home. i don't need you to spend lots of money or hours thinking and searching for a perfect present for me but perhaps a handwritten card filled with lots of sincerity will do the job. Although I told you that I want surprises from you everyday but I obviously know that it's difficult. But I just need it from time to time so as to spice things up.
All I need is someone to be just there without giving me any reason/excuse and maybe just to listen to me when I'm in a bad mood. I need someone to understand and give me all the support when I needed most. I need the sense of security and attention from you.
I can be easily satisfied actually, even though I keep telling you that I have high expectations. All I need is for you to love me wholeheartedly and to live up to all the promises that you've made. Maybe you don't think that those are promises made but just to let you know, I take everything that you said very seriously. I will be disappointed when you didn't fulfill them and forget about things that are important to me but I will not stop loving you for this.
Thanks panda for everything that you have done for me and all the times spent together for these 2 months plus. I love you and i will continue to strive to be your perfectly awesome gf!