The wait.

On Wednesday, I waited 2 to 3 hours for you to knock off from work. I think that's like the longest time that I've waited for a person. From waiting patiently with an intention to surprise you at your office lobby to being disappointed and a little angry when I know that when you told me that you are leaving but you took another 30 to 45 mins or so to watch another episode of your show. I became rather impatient especially when the flies started to make me itch and I was on the verge of leaving but I stayed knowing that it wasn't your fault as I didn't tell you that I was downstairs and I just know you too well. I know that all these could have happen and I was prepared for it.
The waiting depicts our relationship. No matter how tough it might be at times, with lots of disappointments and anger, I will still hold on and not give up that easily. You are just too important to me and I really can't lose you. The aim of giving you a pleasant surprise after a long day at work is just as important to me.
The reason why I don't want to let you know that I was downstairs is because I know you will definitely pack up and just come down to leave with me or either that, you will ask me to go up. And the reason for not going up is because I don't wish to distract you as you told me that there were lots of work to do. Thus, I chose to wait patiently downstairs hoping that you could finish up your work as soon as possible.
When you were finally done and was leaving, you almost walked past me without noticing. Upon looking at you, tears welled up in my eyes. I wasn't sure if it was a feeling of relief or what but I was happy that I didn't gave up waiting and was able to endure till the end to see the results. Sorry for giving you a cold shoulder again but I just can't fight back those feelings of mine.
It's because I care too much, that's why it hurts so badly.