Three.

Yesterday marks our 3 months together. I really appreciate every single thing that you have done for me panda although at times I might just expect a little more.
I was pretty annoyed by the fact that I can't complete our 3rd month gift on time as the printing of the photos took a much longer time than I've expected so I can only give it to you earliest today. That's also why I can't attend your friend's wedding with you as I badly wanted to complete it and give it to you today. I'm sorry if you were upset about it or it kinda meant a lot to you. And sorry for not explaining cause I wanted to give you a surprise. But I was also quite upset that your reply was you will be going straight home after the wedding cause you aren't feeling well when I requested to meet you after the wedding. I just want to meet you for awhile to pass you the present. Is that so difficult? Well, probably it's just my fault as I didn't tell you the purpose of meeting so I shouldn't be angry about it. Shall just go to wait for you at your void deck to pass you the present and I will leave straight away.

After sending Qianhui off at the airport yesterday, we basically just hang out at the airport and settled down for dinner at Mac when panda's stomach started to grumble as he didn't fill it with food for the whole day just because he woke up late. :x
Well, I don't really need fanciful or very awesome monthly celebration but I just need you to be wholeheartedly there to spend time with me and to give me all your attention. That's all that I ask for. Thanks panda for always giving in to me even at times that I thought you wont. Maybe it's because of that night and you are afraid that I will be so emotional again but I really hope that I won't take this for granted and always expect you to say yes to me or allow me to do crazy or stupid things. And hence, I also hope that I won't feel so disappointed and upset just because you reject my request at times cause I'm too used to you allowing me to do whatever I like or make me happy all the time.
Panda, please take good care of yourself as you have not been feeling well for the past few days. Go have a checkup if its necessary. Please allow me to help you if needed alright. I don't want you to suffer alone cause I will be very worried for you. I just hope that I can do more than just being there by your side. I love you panda!