I've nothing much but perhaps only patience.

Maybe trying too hard and seizing all opportunities might not be good afterall. It definitely takes two hands to clap. So from now onwards, I shall just take everything easily. Just wait patiently and just follow. I hope I can. I don't want to be seen as the one who cares too much even though I probably am cause I don't want to be too demanding and to pressurize anyone. People around me should feel comfortable. That's the way I want it to be.