Insecurity.

Maybe at times I'm oversensitive and at times my mood changes faster than anything else or maybe what I do just don't make sense or probably childish but the root to everything is you.
I don't know why I'm behaving this way. I really don't wish to but I can't control. Perhaps I just want to seek more attention from you. I just want to spend more time with you. I just want you to notice everything about me. But all these caused me to fail as an understanding gf.
All the silly things that I've done which I thought could keep you by my side actually hurt you and of course me too.
Yes, we hurt each other and ended up crying together but i guess after that episode, we realize how important the other is and begin to treasure each other even more. Probably it's true that a guy who actually cry for you is a guy who really care for you and and you should really cherish him. I hope that none of us will ever walk away from each other again. I'm really not good with words and I don't really know how to express myself well so all I can do is to give you a hug and hope that you understand. I don't have the intention to hurt you but I love you too much till I found myself hurting you unintentionally. I'm sorry...
At times, I just find myself thinking that you don't understand me at all, you dont know what i really need and you don't love me enough or you are not putting in much effort and I'm really scared that one day you will just get tired of me and abandon me. That's why I hate it whenever you say that you are tired even though I know that you are just purely tired and didn't mean any other thing. Insecurity and fear is what I'm feeling almost everyday. That sucks.