my soulmate.

Waiting for you to show your care and concern and take care of me when I was sick to waiting for you to spend time with me till waiting for you to apologize genuinely. What's the point of secretly hoping that you will appear right in front of me just because you still care and you want to patch things up when I already know that the chances are just as low as 0.5% cause you are forever busy with your work. Even if things doesn't turn awry, truthfully speaking, do you even have time for me for the past 1 week or 2? Maybe that's why I chose to let things turn out this way so that you won't feel the obligation to spend time with me despite your busy schedule.

If you think that it's easy for me to ignore you, to forgo my health because of you, to say all those sarcastic things to you then you can continue to think that way cause I see no point defending myself and explaining to you. Haven't you said those nasty things to me too? "Blackmailing, unreasonable, demanding"

Why will I put on a facade in front of my colleagues everyday if I wasn't upset? Why will I cry myself to sleep if I wasn't upset? Why will I wake up every 2 hours everytime I sleep if I wasn't upset? 

Haven't you heard before that in a relationship, girls are always right even though they might be at fault at times? Or both parties were at fault? If you really love your girl, will you give your all to protect her or will you consider to let her take up the blame? You know, in a relationship, girls' pride is something that you can never underestimate. That's why guys are always said to be the one to apologize no matter who is at fault. 

If you really love her, you will give her all the happiness that she needs which means loving her the way she expects. If you can't even do that and thinks that she is expecting too much, maybe you don't really love her as much as you think you do or you're probably just not the right man to give her the love that she needs. Girls are to be pampered not mistreated. If you want to be the man who deserves her love, who she believes in and trust the most, you have to prove to her not just by saying. What a girls wants is actions and not just words. Don't ever underestimate what a girl will do when she lose hope and has completely given up on you. Don't regret if she doesn't tell you that she miss or love you anymore and stop doing all the sweet things for you or simply just stop waiting for you. Treasure her before it's too late.