1st day of sch was...haiz...was definitely not a gd day 4 mie is a very very very suay day for mie...mayb is one of the worst day in my life..i was thinkin wat had happened??? y muz i sit wif jertaime? miss low fault lah...n y muz i choose fb's name?wat happened?!!?can some1 tell me y?den tot tat 1st day of sch will b a new start 4 me...but all the suay tings happened...n hate tat ape...first say my hair den say my socks too short..y dun she go c other class..they all more worse lor..some can't even c their socks lor..n some ppl dye hair their teacher nv realise or say anything lor..she is onli the co-form lor..miss low din even say wat n she say a lot a lot of fei hua...so busybody....can't she juz retire...?
i can't feel anymore class spirit in our class le...it seems like everyting haf changed...y muz tings changed?y can't they juz stay forever?n i wan ape to change but in the end she's still here...n i wan bac all those gd memories we haf in 1/2'05 can they come bac?can tings change bac?tell u truthfully..i really really really extremely miss the gd old days tat we haf much fun joy n laughter together when b4 SA2 until the holidays...we can haf so much fun even b4 the finale year exams...y can't tis continue?
Now..tis year is streaming already...n we might not go to the same class next year...so can some1 really treasure all these days we haf left 2 b together?Everyting really changed...i felt veri veri disappointed...u noe i've lots of hopes 4 our class...n now i tink it's onli a dream..i can't get bac those sweet memories anymore....unless...a miracle happen? or mayb it's the begining of the year so we still not yet adapt to the sch days aft the holidays...mayb we nid time...but i really hope tis is the problem...i hope we will haf those old days bac as soon as possible...pls....
i really can't stand sittin wif her...it's a torture u noe...u will kip seein me noddin my head...or mian qiang de gen ta shuo hua...it's juz the second day....how long more muz i bear wif it?
whenever i step into the class i will tell myself to b at least happy...but when i saw her or tink abt those hurtful tings i'm not happy anymore..i feel bored sittin wif her...so sometimes haf to turn around to find smth to talk to the others or even juz smile or laugh to thier jokes...i can't stand cin her...i felt lonely in chinese lesson...dun really haf a fren...cauz every1 got partner den i sit wif joy but she haf her frens in 2/5 too i can't b so thick skin or wat to say tat she is mine or wat...n oso nth much to tok to her...the 'crystal palace' is fierce..but she do joke...we can stare at her n dun tok 4 abt 5 to 10min u noe when she ask us to ans questions...there's no teacher tat i really like...becomin to feel bored abt sch...dun wish to come to sch le...tat's really the opposite feelings i had frm the holidays...n now really is stressful...keep tinkin tat i muz work hard n cannot slack but i juz dun haf the xin qin to work hard anymore..i'm exhuasted...i noe some of u haf the feeling abt tings changed or we r dritting apart like mie but some still seems to b happy..which is gd...i dunno lah..at least it's better to c ppl happy den sad right?
today teach algebra..i tink i'm goin to die of maths liao...haiz..y got so mani tings to learn...eng maths chinese sci geo hist d&t........n teachers will kip remindin of the streaming..i really wan to bao zha le!i'm scared of my results scared will disappoint parents..scared can't b as gd as my bro...scared lots n lots of tings...
on tues..haf to make candles 4 redx the sec1 orientation ting..but we sec2s din even help lor juz sit there..cauz we dunno how to do..no1 ask us to do tings..i felt really sorry...din do any ting..is like sit there like mu tou like tat...so useless can't even help...tse wei is veri innocent n his innocent turn out to b funni..quite fun to c jocelyn say him or treat him like a small boy...quite cute lah..
vanessa joining redx...she ask me if later she regret how but i ans her later regret den see how lor..i noe my ans is veri lame or dumb...but i was trying to let her relax or watever..n pull our onli hope in...mayb i'm selfish..to kip askin her join..n dun wan her to tink of other ccas le..n va join redx is there anyting wrong?mr ong shao kwang n mr tan kai sheng...can u all stop saying n felt so surprise tat she wan to join...
ay...i juz can onli hope everyting hui you hao zhuan...we'll c..hope no1 will leave me again....n glenn pls stop disturbing us n beating me!
P.S:thank you to those who went holidays n gib me souveniors..appreciate it..
-i lurve u-
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