CONFUSED!

i'm so so so confused! CONFUSED! CONFUSED! CONFUSED! hais. -.-

confused of lots of tings lah.tings can't b confirmed.it din turn out right.i dunno wat i'm doin.i hate myself.i dun wan all these to happen.i dunno wat i wan.i've decided n now wanted to gib up again.i realli hate myself!!!

i'm losing my memory day by day.i even 4got wat i did yesterday n how i was feelin yesterday until ppl haf to remind me can.idiot me!>.<

yesterday's geo test was stupid.i rite crap n kip repeating ans over n over again.-.-chinese compo test was PHEW.aft sch was AGAIN quiet.i dun like tis!i hate tis!went mac wif qh n chatted abt redcross stuffs n some normal stuffs.aft tat went to my aunty's house n who noes she's at my cousin's place which is at amk.hasi.-.- den i waited at the staircase revisin my sci until she came home den until abt 9 someting my cousin sent me home.so sweet.i love her!

today.mr tan was tokin a lot of crap can.mr sim din come we were so happy coz like once in a blue moon mah.but den it turn out to b a little boring but aft some time every1 started playin the beatin game.who on earth invented it?how come i still dunno how to play aft so mani ppl teachin me?kays i'm stupid mah.i sucks!chinese got 39 out of 50 n crystal palace asked me wat happened?she kip say she got high expectations on me.but the highest is 42 mah.39 is ok le ah.pls dun stress me can.i juz climb out frm those stressful days so dun put me in tat place again!>.<
sci test was quite difficult.so confusing lah n i dunno how to count the current tingy.hais gonna die soon lah.
glenn was always hitting me wif the rubber band today n i was damn scared.realli veri scared. i dunno y.i shouted n shouted even when he din hit me.i became so frightened.like a timid mouse running away frm a scary cat n was lost in the journey of escaping.

the messages for the class were put up on the notice board le n went to read.i was touched by some of them.realised tat it's realli veri soon tat we will b dispersed.so sad.i wan to cry.but there is no shoulder 4 me to lay on.

sorrie fin for yesterday morning.

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