sad.guilty

jkyesterday.home econ sakina n i were like shou mang jiao luan lor.phew.at least did make smth tat is edible.ay some of us cook spaghetti n the others rice so mr sim wanted to ask y we cook differently n he ask y some ppl cook rice n some ppl cook mee goreng.hahaha den i told him it's spaghetti lah.lit had grp work den teacher called the tallest in the grp to go take tings n i was the tallest den as arifin was nt there.hahas finalli haf chance to b the tallest le.yay! pw was as usual tokin.can't manage to get them do work.so shi bai can?hist mrs chia 4got to come to our class den became ssrp.hahaha so blur.den a big commotion happened.but i dun wan to describe lah.i somehow felt so guilty.i shld nt force zy n it has cause unhappiness to both of them.so sorry.i'm so bad.guilty of wat i had done.den cy n glennard tot i sad bcoz they tease me n arifin i tink so they so sweet rite on the paper n ask me y i'm sad n apologised.hahas they threw the papers to me like bomb like tat.pluz cy oso sms me.when i wanted to reply the bomb came.den they call me to let arifin c oso den i was tinkin he was there playin.he oso dun care abt anyting lor.aft sch went va's house to do sci projectso funni lah.we cook 3 times noodles n eat n eat n i called sam to take some funi pic of me.hahas.

today.eng was irritated by the choir ppl as they kip sing we r singapore n other songs.arifin went to sit wif sk den i dunno who came to sit wif me ni was terrified n shocked to c xx beside me n he started singing.oh my.luckily i went to glenn's place n call him to sit at my place.den did my work nt veri peacefully but better than i sit at my place ba.but in the end my place there was emptied.haiyo.
art was funni.xx kip say i slow reaction.zy n xx kip teasing me n i laughed n laughed lah.walao so stupid wif zy so you yuan.pw wif him den the lit grp work wif him. last time home econ project wif him. n now art wif him.idiot.hais.so stupid!he's childish. kip play wif the toys.so playful.
trng.i was the ic.everyting was so peaceful until when the others went to take their RCK bronze.den i was told to take the squad which is 2 person yilin n yinyin.so phatetic.k.first time like tat command.den aft tat we were called into the redcross room n tok abt tings den we decided to clear our punishments n oso help the others to clear.thus each of us did 166 pumpings continuously can.n in the pumping position 4 dunno how long.it seems long to me but den mayb it's actualli nt.mayb 10 mins?15 mins? 20 mins?dunno lah.oso abt 5 to 10 mins in level one position.den our body were shiverin like siao lor n our face all so so red lah.hais.i dun tink the sec1s r able to take tis lor.i dunno wat will happen to them next time.we were told tat we r veri slack.hais.sec1s ah.hais.den CAC was cancelled or mayb shld say we withdrawn frm the CAC.qingyu n miss tan tok to us abt tis n we felt so so so guilty.cing miss tan's face.hais.i felt so sorry n irresponsible.let redcross down.i hate myself.aft everyting.i cried n va followed den yilin.sorry girls to make u all cry.so sorry.thx sam 4 cheerin us up.argh!!!i dunno wat to say lah.i realli felt so guilty n sorry to miss tan n miss chan.i promise we will change n next time we muz do a gd job 4 the competitions so as nt to let our sch redx down.we will nt close down de!

tmr NDP.NDP gonna end soon.will miss the trngs de.coz will miss havin trngs wif my fellow frens.so sad.oyah today did drills wif them durin recess.so fun but den land de ppl always dun gib us face de.so bad!