personalli, i tink tat it was not tat successful as in not fun lo.but still thx for all the ppl tat came.u all made my day!
i dunno whether u all told me tat it was fun n not tat ex was onli comfortin me or truthfully came out frm ur heart.
but den it's over le.so just let it be the past ba.a memory for us.
so met up wif qh n bj first at bishan den miraclely [haha] julian pop up frm no where.haha so the 4 of us took the train together.at first i tot tat mayb all of us will board the same train but den aft lookin out for the rest when we reach yew tee din c anyone. so the next train came n yilin n the choirs guys arrived.so left our da xiao jie yf to come.
qh told me smth which made me laugh but sorry can't tell anybody abt it.shh!
aft yf arrived, we boarded the next train to jurong east.fuji ice palace.ohya. when we reached the station n headin to the entertainment centre.there's lots of ppl givin out flyers n stuff.like doin survey or watever.den when someone approach qh she ran away n said tat it was not her business or smth.was so funni la. aft tat a guy in pink approach e as i was walkin at the front of the grp mah den i kept shaking my head n say no nid n stuff.aft he left i told the grp tat although he wore pink but still i dun like him.haha
so finalli we reached the ice skating ring n i din believe tat the guys just went ard skating like they so pro like tat.while yilin n me were coachin n helpin bj yf n qh.
bj learnt quite fast.although she's not tat stable yet but at least she colud stand n skate ard without our help most of the time.i believed tat if she come again another time she definitely can skate freely le.
the whole ice skating ting was like whenever we manage to help yf n qh to the guys there, they were juz move off to some other place.den we have to help them to the other side again.like dunno wat police catchin thieves like tat.but den sometimes julian will join the girls.haha.
aft like 2h most of them were tired n got blisters so the guys went to rest n slack.den later we decide to get out of the ring n go kbox.actualli the 2 excited ones r qh n xx.the rest was like tinkin tat their wallet will haf a hole aft tat.haha my frens r always so cute la!
so went kbox.den most of the time qh yf n xx singing la.the rest just do actions or sing without usin the microphone lo.aft a while bj left den we continued singing until yilin nid to go so we left at abt 5 lo.
den i accompanied qh to jurong point to find her cd but den can't find hais. i noe she's sad.den we went home aft tat.we tok a lot in the mrt.tok abt how we feel abt today's gathering n stuff.
though i tink tis trip was a little of a failure but den i'm still grateful tat u all turn up.i'm happy tat i can spend time wif u guys.
ok i dunno y but can't upload the pics.shall upload it next time.
n the last trng was fun. we took turns to b commander n haf to shout to a long distance.to train our voice lo.wa at apoint of time i really like no voice lo but lucky it came bac veri quickly la.
had interview n mine was the worst n the longest lo. the first ting i went into the room madm call me to knock it down 30 den in pumpin position for a while until madm call me to recover.den they tok n ask lots of questions.they even call me to tear my junior de cert.i kept hesitating but den in the end can't help it but haf to tear no matter wat.u noe tat kind of struggle in the mind really is terrible.i cried.n once i cried i can't help it but my tears will just kip flowing out when there's other words tat will ci ji me.they said tat we r mentally weak n we can't even scold our juniors n stuff.mani mani tings tat i can't say out at one shot.they kept askin y dun aim for higher post n i just replied tat i dun haf confidence in myself. i dun tink i can manage.den they say tat we r selfish as everyone just choose treasurer n disciplne post den no one wans to b chair or vice chair den who's gonna lead.hais.they said tat other ugs everyone aiming for usm den we all no one wans to b chair.hais.
ok i admit tat i'm mentally weak la.coz i was the onli one who cried? n is like cry until so terrible but lucky my eyes wun b swollen sft i cry if not my mum sure ask me y i cry when she gets home n saw my eyes swollen.
tis interview was so bad for me la but den for qh it's like onli a tokin session lo.
aiya different ppl haf different lives la.
they wan me to promise tat we will improve n change on mon.but den how to? ppl i realli nid u all to cooperate leh. pls dun drag ur feet! n pls show some standard in ur footdrills can? i beg u all la! pls b more enthu! pls pls pls! u all realli haf to try to lock ur arms no matter wat!!!i'm realli pressurised by them le.pls make me feel better can?n most importantly dun do the abcd.no argue no bargain no complain no dilly dally can??? dun ask too much questions oso. dun tok bad abt the NCOs! pls help me ppl!
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