sorrie to sound so....i dunno. but now i can say tat i hate sch! i dislike some teachers. some ppl in the class. some stupid immature ppl. ARGH!!!!! realli realli can't stand it man! so so so childish n immature! wth! PLS DUN INFLUENCE OUR 22O6 BOYS CAN?!? I dun wan to one day realised tat the 4 guys became so alike them ok. i hope it will nv happen.
now everyday meet qh before goin into the sch compound.we were both so sian in the morning.feeling like so depressed. i felt tat it's not the place tat i once knew n feel so calm n peaceful bein in there le. it became a horrible n fearful place to me le. i really hate this life! i even told qh tat last time for us the earlier ones who reached sch, though we remain silent coz is like so early everyone so tired den nth to tok abt n tat silent is a peaceful n comfortable one but now the silent when we came into class was like the beginning of war? ok a silent tat is so unconfortable.so horrible.
now in my mind is just onli hatred? uncomfortable? depressed? life is meaningless now? i dunno! i'm so troubled now! had been crying these few days but not in class. i finalli managed to control my tears le. ystd aft fancy drill i noe no matter how hard we've tried it's still so horrible not perfect de.i wanted to cry coz i felt guilty. den i controlled le. i told yilin not to cry if not i might juz broke down n i tink she controlled too. is like y everytime aft all tis wat ndp fancy drill n stuff we haf to cry lei? why! why! why! ystd night becoz of some issues i cried in my cousin's house.hais. cry until eyes so damn swollen. lucky u guys were not there if not i look so ugly la. i can't help it. felt so moody. so so so horrible inside. though my cough has been better these few days le but den inside me i felt like it's worser n worser day by day. i dunno how to survive in 33o7.it's onli 3 days n i can't barely stand it le.wth!
i'm realli sorry haf to blog tis entry but den if i dun say it out i really can explode anytime at anywhere de la.there's lots n lots n lots of things to worry abt. i can't manage them well.i hate lots of things. i dun wan to list it out.
I MISS 22O6 A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT! whenever i c these words at whoevers blog i realli wan to cry le.coz it's the words tat always stuck in my heart for all these days.the days tat we have spent together is so special to me.is like the whole day i will be thinking of 22o6.during lesson also think.in the bus also think. before sleep oso think. u shld noe how much i realli miss u all ba.
33o7 sucks!!! (sorrie)
i know mayb it's becoz i still dunno them well tat's y i dun like them but i can ensure tat for this period of time i really hate the class.
plus the classroom is at the 4th level la muz climb like siao everyday but if onli it's the place where i feel the love i will just happily make my way there la but this kind of class.it doesn't make me feel any better la.
i'm so glad n can jump with joy whenever ppl like qj cp sk arifin xx sam bj came into our class to find us n chat with us la. it make my heart feel much better.but u all can onli come before lesson recess n aft sch. k i'm not easily pleased la.tat's y i tink tat all these r not enough lo.
i felt gd tat on fri recess u all still came n we polish boots jus like before.the memories came bac.i'm happy. i laughed. i became spastic. i became high. i love tat period of time le. if onli tat time could stop then.tat will b a special gift for me le.
i keep complaining n complaining. it really sucks a lot. it make me hate sch. it make me become zi bi. it make me become lesser n lesser things to tok abt le. it make me become quiet le. it make me become so restless n tired le. i hate this life now!
nvm.maybe no one even cares la.y m i complaining n complaining here? i dun like this.
just like sam pics have become the best memories for me le. sometimes i even stare at the black paper where all your names n birthdates r there. when i have the time i even took the box where i kept the thimgs like letters tat u all gave me during last 2 years to c n think back. missin u all all over again. if onli we can just stay as 22o6 forever just like the class photo tat says 22o6 forever n ever.
now i dun have the mood to tok abt cca open house le. i'm tired. i'm not in the mood now. so just 3 pics tat we took ystd.
girls power. sec 3s! well done ppl.we did our best le. no regrets. we act confident n smart le.we dun haf to feel guilty la. we din do wrongly.though we short of a count of 8 during the M formation but den this make it haf enough time to get out of the parade square mah. n we din panicked.we just continue everyting smoothly. so gd job! we din drop the poles leh! smile ppl! 
qh n me! guard belt is veri nice! hahahaha i'm short! veri veri short but dun suan me le la! qh, we always feel the same.....hais.... hopeless.we r sadist!
my juniors! forced them to take this pic de. wa u all ah! so difficult to take photo wif u all de.
everything sucks now!
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