Tuesday, January 02, 2007

New Year =[

hmmm. Happy 2007 to all! today is the first day of 2007. yup. let's start everything over again from the beginning of the year. Wish this year will be full of laughter peace and joy.Hope to c a smile on everyone's face every day including me. hope tat our results will improve n maintain. hope we will not sick so fequently le esp va yf n me.hahaha.

just mow i went to read my entries i rote during sec1.not all the entries la but some.hmm.thinking bback.lots n lots of memories just flow back at he back of my head. i think tat i was quite naive then.haha i really did change.but den my heart din change at all. what i've said or promised in those entries at tat time is still a promise. i din gave empty promises.i din say things for fun. i mean it. wat i've said, i really mean it.t's not a lie.up to now everything still have not changed.it's onli the person who haf changed.

sometimes i'm wondering how m i goin to face somethings when sch reopen. what if everything and i mean everything have just changed unknowingly during this holidays.i have no faith in things.not anymore after so many things tat have happened this two years.
two years.yup it's realli veri fast. maybe when u din even realised another year pass again.it's another two more years and we will definitely be separating le.definitely.you can't ensure that we still stick together and go to the same poly or jc mah.secondary sch life is fun exciting interesting stressful and oso veri veri fast. i wan to make sure that starting from today i follow my heart n do the things that i think is right and i wan to do in order not to live with regrets.life is short.dun wan to live with any regrets man.

this two years have been a fun learning journey for me. and the good thing is that during this journey of education, i've managed to meet and get to know this bunch of veri good buddies.aft getting to know them we went to do a lot of things together.be it funni ones crazy ones happy ones sad ones stupid ones and these r the best memories that i can ever earned.i dunno wat i did to deserve the friendships with all of u but i know one thing is that i will have to cherish u all so that i will not lose u all. 22o6, i'm missing you guys now at this moment of time.hahas.

i hope i can be a better person. a happier person too.a person who really noes how to motivate ppl and make ppl laugh or smile. ppl, let me tell you this. when i'm crazy and do spastic or stupid things, i'm only trying to entertain u ppl, add in a smile on ur face n not bcause i'm siao k.

tmr is sch reopen le.again, happy and sad. as u can guess. happy is because can get to see u guys everyday and take the same bus with my jiejie and tok a lot n a lot n non stop with my girlfriends. sad is because have to study again.face teachers.face stress.face those thick thick books and test papers. face the whiteboard. face a new classroom.face some not so good ppl.and now my brain is realli rusty le.i'm scared that i can't catch up.

i'm scared i'm stress up again and no sam to always be ard to hug me le.i'm afraid i will meet lots of problems then i cannot fa xie on glenn and mummy le. i'm scared that when i'm moody i can't pull my daddy's sleeve le.i'm afraid when i'm bored i can't sing hop ard with xx and i will oso miss his sweets de. hmmm.this ppl who r goin 3/4 de.jiayou hor.will miss ur presence in class de. and of course those who go other class de take care too.dun 4get us.jiayou esp those goin 3/5 de. work harder!

ay yilin c i'm guai i did update aft all.n those ppl who din update for quite sometime de.like those last updated on 15 or 18 dec de, u all better UPDATE!hahaha
hais. still coughing non stop.hope by tmr the cough will vanished.

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