Wednesday, March 28, 2007

hanging on or not? confused.

firstly i wan to tell my didi tat dun think too much. i got that feeling before. wanting to just give up in everything and just tink of dying n everything will be finished n ok but den u haf to realli noe that one's life is the most precious thing that u can haf.it's so fragile. u haf to learn to to treasure it. once u truly found the meaning of life n some other things u will soon be ok de ba. just continue on. hand on. persevere. just vent ur anger if u nid to. just cry if u can't help it. just go mad n u will forget abt lots of things but it's onli temporary la. it still helps la. so just cheer up la. i can't help u if u can't help urself.

bad things happened n go. rumours r spreading fast. things r going too fast until i can't realli catch a breath or take a gd look at things.

wat is ur dream? wat is ur hope? do u haf passion in that ting? if u haf just go for it.

gonna be busy again. haf to work doubly hard.
is the sacrification worth it? it's for u to decide. nobody can teach u wat to do or help u decide.

i've decided i still tink that i wan to b committed in my cca coz UG is still the better place for me to be in. during ug council meeting, i realli enjoy myself coz i realli love ugs a lot. if u call me to sit in class n listen to tose boring lessons i will soon fall asleep de lo.

UGs rawks!

had to plan for CUGC soon. but den still 5th april the commissioning of the ug council.hahaha. so excited. hopefully nth goes wrong. n izuan is right y is the no. 13 kip appearing? we've changed the dates twcie n is always 13 days aft. is this coincident or....

yesh. can get to be the treasurer le. CUGC 07. hahaha

hais. physics. like hell la. sure gonna fail so badly during mid year la. omg! can't stand it la. looking at my results deproving n deproving. though most of us deproved but astill there's some ppl who can improve or at least maintain la. so envy them. but den i realli lose the passion in studying le. not like i dun wan to achieve gd results n let my parents scold la. but sometimes some sacrifices haf to be made in order to get other things or interests done. n without the passion u can't go any where further.

sometimes we can't always hold onto something n dun let go coz it doesn't meant to be urs so we shld learn how to give up when it's time to or when there's realli no reasons for u to hang on le.learn how to give up is not realli a bad thing aftall. this is a way of learning. a small obstacle in the journey of life?

it's difficult but it's possible. if onli.....

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