disappointed

had been so called couselling or toking sense into ppl tis few days. reflect on myself too.
things tat i shld do or shld not.
but some things r not for me to control is for u to decide.

die le la. not yet study. exams in how mani more days?
already plan on wat to study each day n motivate myself le but den tried to go home as early as possible for tis week in the end onli manage to do my hw.aft tat will b tired n sleep le.
can't even wake up earlier to studay like i always do.
argh can't stand from bein so slack!

disappointed at tis moment.
e person i trust is not there now.
wan to lighten my burden oso can't.
okie finalli came.

i realli haf to concentrate in my studies now but time is running out.it slipped thru my hands.
not much time left.
worry? panicked?

yup the past.
it'll onli b my sweet memories.
i noe clearly tat i can't turn bac the clock or change someone bac so i choose not to hope tat it will return to the past but keep it n treasure this little sweet memory.
just take care ppl.
22o6 my memory forever!
not bad la at least haf some feelings.

u told me tat u were touched. i'm glad too.
those r wat i realli wan to say to u but i dunno how to say out to u.
so i choose this way to tell u wat i think.
though tat hug was short but i'll rememeber it!
u r loved n missed by me!

it's the past le so let go.
nth for u to bother but there's things for u to rememeber.
feelings. it's hard to control but i'm sure i can do it u all oso.

haha. my bio notes haf become popular. pinliang n glennard kip borrowing frm me.
i'm honoured tat at least they appreciate my handwriting.

today mooncake festival.
the beginning was alright.
all of us were playing ball at the basketball court.
aft tat everyone disappeared.
found some of them.
was slightly happi again but my 2 darlings made me angry.
i'm a bit harsh coz i dun wan u all to fall sick.
u tot is gd n shuang to fall sick? esp when exams r comin?
y not use this precious time n energy to study.
dun b like me. sick can't study well.
the medicines r making me dizzy till i can't concentrate at all.
it's gd tat i can endure thru today's lesson le.

some things r realli meant to b like tat?

last of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ER SHU NU!
once a shu nu, always a shu nu!

P.s: roymond, take care of ur big blister! i suffer tat b4 too.
:yup, i'm desmond sister.hahaha