Awards nite 2008

Hey ppl,i'm back.Aft 1 month n 13 days.haha
nv blog for so long le so dun mind me bein random n no link at some point of time coz there's a lot to say.
e 4 of us,vivian mendi n winny.

yo!ex land USM n ex rc vice chairperson.haha
vanessa n me.
dinie n cynthia.
the girls.

kaisheng n yilin.
qianhui n me.i think she's obsessed in taking scandalous pics!
sam n me.
yilin n me.
wqj n tyl.ex USM n chairperson.

winny tio n me.not tat short in this pic la.
yilin mendi n me.
dinie is gay.sorry can't stop saying that.LOLs.e short ones.
hey 22o6 unite!Cheers!tat feeling n sense of belonging is always there.wherever we r we will come together to take our family photo.love u guys!
ks jie jie n me.

vivian tan n me.act cute!
winny TIO n TEOH yilin.
yilin n e guys.
yifang n me.
e NPCC guys n me.i insisted.haha.sorry guys.
Kok sze an n me.
e ASMs except jinzhi n desmond.we rocks!
miss chin n yilin.she wants it.
e sisters unite.hahaha.

it's 22o6 UG family photo.it was on UG council ceremony.without fail,we took our family photo again!

so far i think my blog has e most pics for awards nite.gd job edna!

it's my last time wearing e uniform.it's nice.

supposed to b happy for getting e award n so on but due to some factors i'm not as happy as wat u c in e photos.

e joy n happiness i had in e past wun b there ever again.i've lose them.

nth can make me as happy as last time...those innocent days.

dun haf so many conflicts,disagreements n speaking bad behind ppl's back.coz ppl dun tink tat much.i've realised whenever u begin to think,e story will always haf a sad ending.

what i've learnt these few years is to let go when u lose it.it wun be alive again.e feeling will b different even if u could get it back.y not let go n continue on instead of stopping n try ur best to grab it.it wun make u any happy,it'll make u even sad.

till tat day [180608],i've finalli let go.no doubts.no second tots.coz it's useless holding on.

my eyes were tearing again.lack of sleep.all bcoz of you!
on winny's birthday cum NOMAD.e NCOs tricked her.hahaha.we r so evil!who's e naughty one?juz like me.great minds think alike.

sorry guys.i noe it's really veri late but these r ur photos.finalli ROD le.guides we r waiting for u!

i did badly for my common tests.i knew it even though we onli get back our physics paper.i just passed 20 out of 40.i'm fortunate already coz there's ppl even worse.if i say i'm lousy wat will others think?they can go die le right?so it's better to watch wat u say.mayb u wun noe but u will b e one indirectly hurting others.

due to stress,i've vomitted during e 1st day of e common test.8 times.yes u din c wrongly.is 8 times.felt so bad.went to c e doc aft my eng paper.din take my ss paper n e math paper on e following day.din haf e energy to focus throughout tat period of time.mentally breakdown.cried for e whole nite.i was worried abt lots of things.i felt tat i'm a failure.i'm so weak.

i could onli take e pressure n stress frm my CCA but not my studies.so useless can?

i noe tat i'm still wasting my time but i juz couldn't bring myself to study.

edna neo!u better start studying.no regrets remember?dun let ppl tat care for u down.those who r always there supporting u.no more excuses.work hard.work towards ur goal.there's still time if u dun waste it frm now on.nobody can help u,it's all up to u!

last trng,it was....not tat smooth.it's ok.sec 3s, work harder.whatever i wan to tell u all i've already sms to all of u le[sec 3s n sec2s].i'm not helping any side but toking to u all as a middleman.all of u r at fault.reflect abt it.it's up to u whether u wan to heed my advice.juz hope tat if i can get to c e next trng i wan to c tat morale tat we once had.trng can't go on smoothly when everyone is all tired out,when e morale is so damn low.there's lots of room for improvement.u all can do it de.i've faith in u all!

however,attending trng really brightens up my day.i miss everything.i promise i will only go n c n not to take over e whole trng.i noe my limits.sec3s, there a lot more for u all to learn.somethings tat i've said r learning points but i wonder whether u all did listen not.

throughout e 4 years of sec sch life,there'll always b some friendship problems but it's up for e both parties to give n take.if u treasure it,it wun come to an end.it's difficult to maintain a friendship but if u put in ur mind, heart n soul, i believe u can do it de.friendship is juz like e old kite theory.u muz noe when to losen e string n when to tighten it.u have to estimate n predict.u've to b accurate.dun let e string break coz it will b e end of ur friendship.sometimes u nid breaks when u can rest n go on a longer journey.u can't take things for granted but sometimes dun overdo things.it doesn't mean u haf to b always there to hold on to e string.u can tie it somewhere n let e wind bring e kite to some places where there r better scenery.

sometimes it's juz ur perspective.it's how e way u think.everybody minds work differently so it's ok if u all haf different view of things but it's whether one would take e small little step to give in.u can't b too stubborn neither could u b too indecisive.follow ur heart.there's no right or wrong.

i think i shall end here.there's just too much to say.

i hope i'll do well in my chi o level listening compre.all e best to everyone who r also taking it in 2 days time!