I'll miss you.

It's another year of sending off the secondary 4s and the starting of a new chapter for the secondary 3s.
Yesterday was a day full of emotions.
When it comes to this day every year, I would become damn emotional.
I bet with Yilin that I won't cry before she does but i guess i lost the bet.
I think i can't help but to cry whenever i see people crying.
Crying is contagious.
I started crying or should i say shedding tears way before i should.
However, there's actually a few lines that were very impactful. It really touched my heart.

I wanted to give all 7 of you a big hug but i didn't.
I wanted to do something to thank you all for helping me in my animation but i don't know what to.
I wanted to have perhaps a last KFC meal with the 7 of you but instead only Winny went.
I wanted to take more photos with you all but i didn't tell you all.
I wanted to make a mini speech to the 7 of you but i'm afraid to, cause i might just cry even more.
I can't control my tears. I wished i could.
I don't want to say goodbye because i don't want you all to leave but nothing will change even if i don't want to say.

I've always wanted to be an impatial person but i think whenever it comes to you girls, i would be kind of bias. Nevertheless, I love you all really much.

I've written this on the letter that i gave to mendi but it's meant for the seven of you all:
I'll really miss the 7 of you very very much. That bond we've shared would be the sweetest and i hope that it'll be an everylasting one. Seeing you all grow up into a better person is one of the best gifts i've from god. My little ones, you all will be leaving your safety zone soon. No matter which route you've chosen, which step you've taken, where you'll be going next, you must always remember this "home" of yours. This was the place that you've grown up in. This was the place you were taught how to walk and run. This will be the place where your mother/big sister will be waiting for you all to return to share all your encounters that you've out there. Take good care of yourselves.
I have lots more to say but this is one of the main point i want to deliver to you.

I don't know how it'll be like after this but life must still go on.
You all have done a great job in your CCA so now you've to concentrate on your studies and produce your best results. May all of you do very very well in your O-levels.