Oh no....

I realised that i can only go back to my unit for around 2 to 3 more weeks of training and i'll be gone for a long period of time.
Exam and 6 months of internship.
I still can't accept the fact that i'll be gone for good especially because i've been going back for trainings on a regular basis over these 2 and a half years.
I'm already guilty for not being able to go back for trainings for the past 2 weeks and now i realised the worst thing is that i won't be able to go back for whole 6 months.
Why am i guilty?
Cause i've promised them that i'll do my best to guide them through their NCO life but now i can't. I can't go through NDP with them and the many many other events. Although i've gone through all these for many years already but, with different batch of people which makes it different.

It's a struggle but i've to learn to accept this and move on.