Tuesday, October 04, 2011

Bad bad mood today.
Actually i don't know what i want to type but just feel like expressing how bad my mood is today.
Don't even have the mood to do the things that i wanted to do. Practically slack off and do things without expectation.

Working life is really boring and exhausting.
That's why i always look forward to the meet ups after work even though it can be quite tiring. At least there's something that i could look forward to.
Not like everyday going to work not knowing what to expect or do.
Sit and wait for instructions. Do nothing for the whole entire day. Felt that i'm just useless and extra or even creating more trouble for others.
Kept being loaned out to various departments.
Although it can be good in a way that i could learn more things than others but what i did was just some simple stuffs. It can be considered as quite brainless too.
Well, at least i've managed to complete my periodic report. Has been worrying about what to write for it for days since i didn't really have any hands on in my department.

I just hate this plain boring life.

Indeed i needed more rest but i really don't want to just repeat the whole routine again and again throughout the week, losing touch with the social world. Thus, i have to neglect my sleep to catch up with things.

Anyways, thankyou for all the little encouragements from a few people. It made my day. At least i know that you care. :)

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