The Recents.

Someone pointed out that I've not blogged for ages.
Well, partially because I was too busy for the past 1 month or 2.
I realize that no matter how busy I am, I should take some time out to reflect on the things that I've done for the past 1 year especially when we are now advancing into a whole new 2012.

2011 had been an enriching and fulfilling year. There were lots of ups and downs and many new experiences. It was really exhausting towards the end of the year. With internship, VIP and RCYC all in a row. Spending all my weekends/Fridays at HQ/Campsite. Rushing to HQ/Campsite after work on every Fridays is really crazy. Really need to take a breather at that point of time. Though I may complain about how freaking busy I was at that period of time, it doesn't mean that I don't like the things that i am/was doing. In fact, I like it that way. At least I don't feel that life is so meaningless.
Indeed, I am still rather busy with VIP stuff (till their POP on 4th Feb) but actually I guess my Saturdays have already been packed till Aug/Sept/even for the whole year? That's really crazy but as long as I like and enjoy what I am doing right?
Sacrifices have to be made to be committed in all the above stuff. And I feel that by sacrificing the time that I could spend with my friends is rather a huge sacrifice. But sometimes, out of all the choices that you have, you can only choose one right? It's difficult to choose when both are equally important to you. And by choosing one over the other doesn't mean that the one that I gave up is not as important anymore. Hope you guys really understand as I really needed your understanding and support at that crucial period of time. I may have neglected you all and I'm really sorry for that but please give me time to complete/accomplish the necessary and I hope things will get back to normal and we will all come together and do the things that we used to do.
Things/people that have always been important to me will still be. There won't be any change to that.

Finally have some time to browse through some people blogs and I realized that everyone has been rather moody nowadays. Everything they wrote is so negative. I really hope that things will change for the better for everyone and I hope that I could be like last time, bringing joy or at least a smile to all of you. I shall work harder towards this goal! To bring joy/a smile to as many people as possible! :) Also, I must really work on my time management this year.

It's the final lap for my internship. I really hope that I could do well for my final report. Please, no more procrastination! Complete everything on hand and focus on your report! The deadline is drawing nearer and nearer day by day. I guess it's really a wrong time for CNY. Totally no mood for that cause there is a mountain of things to do and by having CNY means I would have lesser time to do! I've not even buy my CNY clothes. Really don't think I have time for it. Just wear old clothes then. Don't care anymore.

I really hope that my health can stop deteriorating. Felt so weak nowadays. I really need the energy and strength for the final lap.
YES, I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT! (I shall tell myself that everyday.)