I don't want you to know that I'm crying that's why I lied to you. I don't want you to worry just because of my stupid insecurities and always doubting myself for not being your awesome gf. I don't like myself for always wanting to stick to you just like a post-it cause you need your own space and time too. But I just want you to know that I'm not afraid of the viruses and i just don't care whether you will spread it to me. What matters is to be there for you when you need me, to take care of you even if it means that I might fall sick after that. So don't push me away cause it hurts more than anything.
At times I would just wonder if you love me enough, if I'm as important as whatever statuses or photos that you see or comment on fb or your games or your soccer match. That feeling of insecurity or being left out is killing me but I didn't utter a single word to you just because I don't want you to worry. I'm sorry.
Sometimes telling me that you love me is just not enough. Probably it's a form of reassurance but what I actually need is actions to prove it.
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