That special place which leaves me with lots of different feelings at different phrases of my life.

Don't think I would be able to bring myself to enter that place anymore as it will remind me of the sense of guilt and remorse though there are so much memories left over there.
Didn't go for AGM today. Heard from Joli that I have 335 ops hours and I'm the first on the list. Well, this is kinda like a recognition for me but I think it doesn't really matters anymore. But of course it feels good to leave with a small little thing that you could be proud of.
I guess my mindset has changed. Probably initially i thought that i'm very important and needed to be there to guide the juniors esp during NDP period but seeing the juniors (13/12) learn and grow over this 1 year leaves me with no regrets. They are going to be seniors soon with batch 14/13 joining the VI family. I can't be there forever. I've got to move on and lead my own life instead of other people lives. There are many other better seniors there to continue to guide them. As for 12/11, not much worries for them cause they are really amazing people with great capabilities. So it's time to really let go and move on with as minimal regrets as possible.
No matter what, I'm really grateful and happy that I've spent so much of my time here with many awesome people. Those memories won't be forgotten and will be forever etched in my mind. I hope that you guys won't forget me too. Don't miss me but just remember me will do. A big THANK YOU to all seniors, batchmates, juniors and cadets for this very meaningful chapter of my life. :)